I had 2 NDE's

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I'm just reading in on this forum so I might come from a completely different angle.....furthermore I would like to say that I'm a very down to earth person, with a strong spiritual side and that I don't want to offend anyone with the simplicity of what I'm about to write:

My first NDE was when I was 5 years old ( and I think this was not a 'real' one after experiencing my second one). I almost drowned. My mother told me that after they 'revived' me, I just looked around surprised and asked " where all the grass had gone ". I can still remember that vision very vividly : beautiful, beautiful field of green soft grass...

My second NDE was a clinical death. when I had to give birth to my daughter , in the OR (I was already unconscious , so it was 'dark' but I could still hear everything )then there was a moment that I just "gave up" , I couldn't cope anymore just wanted to give in to the darkness that surrounded me, I just wanted peace. The OR ( hectic) sounds dissolved and made place for a water like sound , then the sound disappeared and I -or whatever I was, it wasn't 'me' anymore- floated up-up-up towards light, white , transparant air bubbles. weightless. The peace ,tranquility, the safety, the love I felt I cannot describe in any form. It was magical ...and then " boom"! Nothing...just nothing, that just took a split second, snap of the finger...and I was back . The experience was a life time...the death 'only' 30 seconds....
To all those who are afraid to die... Please don't be! This experience taught me that whatever it is it's 'good' or maybe 'blissful nothingness'