being taken for healing powers

Hey All!

SO I am making another major shift in life energetically. Been having weird, but interesting dreams. Two nights in a row I dream of pointed clear quartz crystals. The first night it was around a woman speakers neck and the second night my old reiki teacher was healing my heart with it.

BUT my dream last night I was me, but I was also a little girl (maybe of a bit darker decent and darker hair)...I am very fair and light haired in my waking life. I switched from watching her from another perspective and times when I was her. Anyways, I was very young and I had healing powers (it was just like reiki, which I actually do now). There was this woman of maybe middle eastern or persian decent. She was trying to kidnap me (I am super uncomfortable with that word 'kidnap' and that type of situation since I was little, but no actual experience in this life. I think it's past life discomfort). Anyways, she wanted to take me to a bunch of sick type people who needed healing, but I had powers that could help. It was some weird apocalyptic type feel in this dream.

I just remember rolling my eyes and thinking that she could have just asked me instead of taking me against my will if it was to help. What could this mean? Do people take advantage of me? Any thoughts?? I could use some interpretation, please :)

[Thunder Bow]

This dream may mean you feel you are forcing yourself to be a healer. You don't have to heal everyone, you know.

thank you Thunder Bow. That is a good interpretation and I thought of it when I tried evaluating the dream, but that doesn't feel like me. I really love doing reiki and energy work. It's what I want to do for a living. But I don't feel the need to 'heal' everyone. I do love helping people. But I was thinking about this and I think some people could take advantage of the fact that I am so open and I usually don't turn down people. I am getting better at saying 'no', but I could still improve it. haha thanks for your help!

[Thunder Bow]

You are on a good path, and I admire you for your work in healing. We all have to turn down some people.