Someone talked to my through my friend

Hey!

It happened few weeks ago and I've been looking for what happened. Maybe you can help me out here :)

Eversince I started to listen to myself, not my ego, I have been doing everything in my power to live the life I want -- I want to move to forest and live there, out of civilization, alone in nature, following nature's rhythm and being one with it. I have had many signs that I'm on right path and I feel that am. I believe and know that I am. Until...

I have a friend, he's really cheerful, easy and a bit childish. His favourite singer is Britney and he lives for TV series. His favourite is Charmed. Whenever my other friends talk about something serious, deep, he loses interest and goes for a cigarette. And he loves himself. 100%.

Few weeks ago he told me he doesn't feel good. I asked if he wants to go to sleep (we are flatmates), he said no. Than he kneeled in front of me and started to talk. He said it's wrong that I want to move to forest, away from civilization, because I have trust issues (my parentst neglected me when i was 5) and I have to deal with it and I cannot hide from people, I have to face them and learn to trust them, that they are generally good and will not want to harm, embarass me...

I was shaking, I felt cold and I didnt even open my mouth to say anything. The one who talked, was not my friend. I had huge respect for the entity who told me all of this. Even tho it pretty much said im walking on wrong path, I know he was telling the truth. He didnt say anything new, I know all of this, I just didnt think of it that way (a lot).

The reason I think someone talked to me through my friend:

my friend has never thought this way of anything
my friend only talks about himself or gossips
my friens is not interested in this kind of things
my friend never ever kneels in front of me to focus 100% on me. He just doest do it, Im not a TV show!

Now I'm confused. I know i can have many goals in this life, but my logic tells me I have to choose the one I know is right (trusting people) because the other thing is just something I love (or an escape from my problems).

What is going on? :)
I really appriciate your thought on this.

Sorry for mistakes, english is not my 1.st language :)

Take a step back a just breath, Time will soon direct your path.
"Please protect me during this prayer
Clothe me in a white robe of light
Where negative entitys
cease to go,
On behalf of Fallen boy
I ask of angels and guides to help
Unravil the right path,
The path To presue goals
and To get the full extent
of life
amene"

a prayer from me to you my friend
Hope things will soon seem clearer

Well, there's certainly nothing wrong with moving to the forest. Sounds quite nice to me, actually.

The issue is, though, that maybe you're thinking about doing so for the wrong reasons? Indeed, having a place to oneself can be good, maybe even therapeutic, but simply leaving everything behind and running away to hide isn't good. He is right to an extent and I think you should take his advice on learning to trust people, but that doesn't mean you have to give up your dream!

The best advice I can give is to give it deep thought / meditate on it for a while, and eventually the answers will come to you on their own.

Thank you!

It’s great that you are becoming empowered. There’s allot of flawed information out there that tells us that our wonderful individuality (ego/self) is the enemy. This is problematic for many reasons. We find out that loving all is also about loving our self. There is nothing problematic about your ego. Your ego is just your ability to be an individual. We can exist very easily w/ appreciating BOTH our individuality & higher dimensional awareness.

Ego Is OK, Even ➥➥➥Beloved↵↵↵- http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/sh...829#post219829

I’m highly suspect that this was not a genuine channeled experience as your flatmate may have an interest in your not moving out if they like you as a roommate. Given what you say about your friend is very self centered, perhaps they just did this to manipulate you to not move out. I'll have to give it to them, it was highly creative though even if ethically a no,no as far as metaphysical channeling goes. ROFL. Being superficial wouldn't keep one from being the receiver of a channeling, but I don't believe this is genuine for a second.

This person is obviously not familiar w/ the territory as the language is all wrong. A benevolent spirit or guide for you channeling through him would NOT have used language like, ‘it's wrong.’ This is polarized language (right/wrong) they wouldn’t use. IMO it’s highly manipulative to work in the past family issues to keep from losing a roommate. A benevolent spirit or guide also wouldn’t have used the language that you ‘have to face them.’ They ASOLUTELY don’t give orders. This is totally bogus IMO. If it was a genuine spirit contact, it was a stalled 4D joker playing pranks. Given that it urges you to not move, I’m seeing this as entirely earthly generated though.

Do whatever you want & TRUST your own judgment. You're obviously skeptical & should be!

Discernment- http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/sh...ad.php?t=12105

[John32241]

Originally Posted by fallenboy

Few weeks ago he told me he doesn't feel good. I asked if he wants to go to sleep (we are flatmates), he said no. Than he kneeled in front of me and started to talk. He said it's wrong that I want to move to forest, away from civilization, because I have trust issues (my parentst neglected me when i was 5) and I have to deal with it and I cannot hide from people, I have to face them and learn to trust them, that they are generally good and will not want to harm, embarass me...

I was shaking, I felt cold and I didnt even open my mouth to say anything. The one who talked, was not my friend. I had huge respect for the entity who told me all of this. Even tho it pretty much said im walking on wrong path, I know he was telling the truth. He didnt say anything new, I know all of this, I just didnt think of it that way (a lot).

I sense that your friend provided you with exceptional guidance.

Our ego mind will frequently disguise our true motivations for some course of action with deception. You are not exactly "on the wrong path" but you are listening to your insecure ego instead of your actual inner guidance.

I find that our inner guidance will speak to us through others when we have not been able to tune into that guidance ourself.

Best Wishes!!
John