Looks like marriage is over!
Well today has been an odd day, I woke up and made love to my wife, then her kids kicked off as usual fighting and when I tried to stop them I got abuse, no change there. Her kids do not respect me at all even though I try so hard.
I actually stopped closed my eyes and asked for help as this happens on and off. My kids keep quiet as they don't want to cause grief and my wife see's this as a personal vendetta against her. After all calmed down all of a sudden my wife was having a go at my daughter for not doing something, so a reaction to her own daughter and son's behaviour. Then she has a go at me, I unfortunately popped and told her a few things about her kids she didn't know as how the hell do I tell her her own son tried to hit me and lost it to a point where I had to hold him down to stop hurting himself along with her daughter pushing me and swearing at me. She even agreed their behaviour was out of order and need to be sorted.
All of a sudden all the kids were at fault and even though she loves me its not just about us and she has ended (not without trying to force me into making a decision) We both have worked so hard for this and love each other so much and for me you don't give up on that yet apparently its over? Never went a day without saying I love you to each other and now it looks like its gone. is it just Que sera sera? :(
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