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How do I know if one I know is a past life wife?
Recently, I met someone who I fell for instantly. Being someone who "falls in love" rather easily, I thought nothing of it. But, then we met, became friends and developed a pretty close bond. Unusually so. Opening up to each other came easy, searching for each other became normal and there was a level of comfortability I've never experienced.
Then, we were separated. We kept in touch, for a while, continuing to talk as if we've known each other for years. However, we've since lost touch, due to circumstances beyond our control. I have never missed anyone as much as I miss her. By the way, we've never been intimate. Yet, profound grief and confusion follows me daily. People who know us comment often on how unusual our union was, noticing how we reached each other like no one else they have seen, touch either of us. So much so, that more than one person has commented that maybe we were souls that had been reunited, or that we were just soulmates that found each other. It all seems too weird to me, having never been through anything like this before. I feel crazy even coming here to question the possibility. But, I have to know if there's a way I can find out. Or if it even matters?
If anyone has any insight, I'm all ears. I feel like I can't move on. Honestly, I do not want to, but I see no possible way this can even work. And, if she is someone that I have had something with, in a previous life (or more), are we destined to come back together? Or is this just an adolescent pipe dream? It feels to me like I can't even abandon the possibility until she absolutely "lets me go" from her heart (which, of course, I can't even express to her, because somehow, I'd be screwing with the natural order of things) Am I going crazy because I sure feel like it?
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