Religious Phobias

[Graham40]

Hi
I need help here.
I have had a few physic experiences in my life, if I think of someone I normally meet them next day
Or if my friend is talking I say exactly the same as him.
After a heart operation my dead mother was beside me for 3 days. I knew it was her from her energy and I could see like a white shape on the chair beside me.
I can feel if someone is bad or good.
Many years ago, I was very young and was playing snooker and said to my myself if I sank the next shot I would sell my soul to the devil.
I sank the shot and then a phobia started to grow.
Theophobia is the fear of gods or religion
Ever since then my inner voice keeps talking to me and I am scared of anything religious,even though I know it is only a fear factor.

Can anyone please advise me on this just to calm my mind.
I just want to know what ever my mind says it wont attract evil and my fears are groundless.
Any help greatly appreciated.