Experienced some synchronicities... wonder what will happen next

Just wanting to share,

I experienced 3 or 4 synchronicities in the last 24 hours, one of which included something about being ready for a relationship. I'm not thinking I will come into union as I don't really feel ready but I'm thinking that maybe something significant will happen tomorrow? I have reached another major lull where I have run out of ideas and things to do I'll just say. Hard to explain. Anyway, last time I experienced this, I saw my TF in a train station the next day and even from far away he triggered me to take the next step in the journey. So I'm thinking maybe something like this will happen again? I've been practically bedridden during our separation phase so I've gained some weight - I'm not looking forward to being seen like this, but who knows maybe it will be something else unrelated to seeing him.

Its funny - last time I saw him was March 8th, which is an 11:11 portal (3-8-2018) and I'm just now realizing today or tomorrow depending on where you are is also an 11:11 portal (6-5-2018).

ANYWAY, long ramble. I'll let you know if something happens! Peace :)

I just came back from the area where I could have seen him. No sight of the twin flame. Should have known. Things only happen when you don't expect them to. Not too disappointed, just don't know what to do with myself, where to direct my attention to.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

watch a movie, or listen to some music traceyacey12; just relax.

Carole King ~ Nightingale
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsvrbW5w1sg

here's a thing:
Archangel Michael with Advice for Lightworkers about Being Ready for Change
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57NIdTpE09g

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

watch a movie, or listen to some music traceyacey12; just relax.

Carole King ~ Nightingale
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsvrbW5w1sg

here's a thing:
Archangel Michael with Advice for Lightworkers about Being Ready for Change
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57NIdTpE09g

Thanks Horace but my ability to enjoy music is gone now as is enjoying movies thanks to what I think is the ego death. I'm taking it slow so things aren't horrible at the moment, just not where I want them to be

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

Originally Posted by traceyacey12

Thanks Horace but my ability to enjoy music is gone now as is enjoying movies thanks to what I think is the ego death. I'm taking it slow so things aren't horrible at the moment, just not where I want them to be

if i were to think of the ego as the defining feature of self, distinct from
all else, then it seems that "ego death" would equate to liberation and
a sense of unity with all things... which i imagine would feel elating.
what you've described sounds more like being separated from your joy.
it doesn't make sense to me.
i like to think of the ego as the bridge between spirit and will; the thing
which connects those polar extremes of divinity. if there's no connection,
then the emotional information of will essence isn't brought into the
light of awareness provided by spirit. the absence of joy you've described
seems symptomatic of a 'gap experience'. in short, i don't view "ego death"
as desirable or useful.

[Elysium]

Tracey this happened to me on the same day but I just saw this. I saw three master numbers 11:11 11:22 and 11:33 then 1:11 and 2:02. It was fun

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

if i were to think of the ego as the defining feature of self, distinct from
all else, then it seems that "ego death" would equate to liberation and
a sense of unity with all things... which i imagine would feel elating.
what you've described sounds more like being separated from your joy.
it doesn't make sense to me.
i like to think of the ego as the bridge between spirit and will; the thing
which connects those polar extremes of divinity. if there's no connection,
then the emotional information of will essence isn't brought into the
light of awareness provided by spirit. the absence of joy you've described
seems symptomatic of a 'gap experience'. in short, i don't view "ego death"
as desirable or useful.

yeah, that's how a lot of people would describe ego death, but I'm pretty sure I got the definition I used from somewhere online or else I wouldn't be using it. That definition is basically that ego death is a going away of how you used to perceive the world, the story you used to attach to it. That's what's gone for me. Most movies are in some way or another about 3D things which no longer make sense to me, hence why I don't want to watch movies. I know I have to return to the 3D way of doing things at some point, but right now I'm here. In a way I am having a gap experience... I have a weird thing that happens to me where I'm not able to access things that make me happy or motivated (like that part of my brain is shut down... its happened to me twice for long stretches of time... talking a year or two). I believe this happens so I can learn to access another part of me. A divinely imposed hiatus you could say. That's what's been happening to me for the last 8 months but now I'm not sure that's what's going on. It seems like the ego thing that I described is what's going on.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

i'm thinking that you're in a good position traceyacey12.
typically, people seem to choose their course through life steering towards
situations and circumstances which they believe will provide them with
happiness. [happiness is always (generally?) the goal for people -- why
would someone choose to move in another direction? would it make them
happy to do so?] furthermore, most people seem to be buffeted by emotional
cues which serve to define reality for them... circumstances tell people what
truth is, and provide a subtle devaluation of self according to whims of the
universe.
for you to be having a 'gap experience' appears to be providing you with a
'stillness of the storm' perspective. from within the stillness at the eye of the
hurricane, you can make choices independently from emotional cues which
might steer you without conscious choice being involved. i'm thinking that
you might ascertain what direction leads towards your happiness, without
it being influenced by externals.
have you ever seen the Pirates of the Caribbean movies? there's a magic
compass which points towards whatever it is that a person desires most.
my thought is that you have such a compass, within your heart, and can
use it to navigate your course. remaining within that still space at the center
of the vortex is probably wise... there's no rush to get anyplace in particular.

the thing to do, as far as i can tell, is to discover your internal compass,
and to ensure that it's polarized sufficiently to point you towards where
you want to go. bring your awareness to that guidance system, and see
if you can register activity from it by providing specific triggering input.
[maybe listening to a 'happy song' would serve that purpose.]
Paul McCartney ~ Good Day Sunshine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFxXoHkIwMk

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

i'm thinking that you're in a good position traceyacey12.
typically, people seem to choose their course through life steering towards
situations and circumstances which they believe will provide them with
happiness. [happiness is always (generally?) the goal for people -- why
would someone choose to move in another direction? would it make them
happy to do so?] furthermore, most people seem to be buffeted by emotional
cues which serve to define reality for them... circumstances tell people what
truth is, and provide a subtle devaluation of self according to whims of the
universe.
for you to be having a 'gap experience' appears to be providing you with a
'stillness of the storm' perspective. from within the stillness at the eye of the
hurricane, you can make choices independently from emotional cues which
might steer you without conscious choice being involved. i'm thinking that
you might ascertain what direction leads towards your happiness, without
it being influenced by externals.
have you ever seen the Pirates of the Caribbean movies? there's a magic
compass which points towards whatever it is that a person desires most.
my thought is that you have such a compass, within your heart, and can
use it to navigate your course. remaining within that still space at the center
of the vortex is probably wise... there's no rush to get anyplace in particular.

the thing to do, as far as i can tell, is to discover your internal compass,
and to ensure that it's polarized sufficiently to point you towards where
you want to go. bring your awareness to that guidance system, and see
if you can register activity from it by providing specific triggering input.
[maybe listening to a 'happy song' would serve that purpose.]
Paul McCartney ~ Good Day Sunshine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFxXoHkIwMk

thanks for always being so thoughtful :)

[jro5139]

Once you start to move closer to 5D, you don't have to "go back to the old ways of life". It's more of integrating what worked from the old way and better things from the new way, while also letting go of what didn't work from the old way and what didn't serve you. That's what I've been doing.

Tracey, I wonder if before all this started to happen to you, if you were feeling burn out? I wonder because when I went through my ascension/ vibration increase I was on the edge of burn out. Then the universe stopped me and sort of forced me to take a break. It also put me through all this ascension at that time in a short 3-4 months. It was divine timing as I see it because I'm not sure I could have dealt with that at any other time. I didn't stop of my own accord or easily and at first, I fought it. That was my slave-programmed mind that thought it needed to work itself til death. I have since then let go of that programming. It's not our natural state as us being the divine spark of divinity that we are.
When I stopped watching tv in 2014 it was due to trying to save money and figuring that I wasn't home at the time enough to watch it. I now think it played a big part in my spiritual awakening. Now if I try to sit down and watch a movie or tv show, there's very little I can get into, I just don't care. You need to find other things that interest you and do that. Since awakening, my spiritual interests have multiplied and increased. Your interests will change, because you have changed. But I'm sure that you have some and can find something that you are passionate about.