i want to share my last healing treatment... any insights are very wellcome.
few days ago i received a healing treatment, it was divided into 2 sessions with about 14 hours in-between.
the treatment was good or the general feeling i got from it all was very good, but few things i'm not sure how to understand them.
the first session was very painful. well most of it, it felt as if someone stabbed me with 10000 needles all over my body, it was very very painful. for this feeling the healer told me that it is natural and it happens alot when the process of healing taking place. i also got very strong pain in my joints and one of my joint felt like melting. but ok, can take that as a healing process.
but the next thing i'm not sure how to take.
i felt i'm going deep, like in deep meditation and i saw myself in some place, i can't tell where, only it was very dark and narrow, it wasn't a big room, not sure if it was a room or a cave or what. but it was dark, i was sitting near the wall on a small bench when someone called me for dinner. they were setting the table, i couldn't see it nor them but i knew that this is what they were doing, and i felt i knew these people very good, maybe family(?) but can't be sure, as i didn't see any of them. maybe they were only people i was together with for a long time. i didn't have a feeling of where i was, not sure if it was our home or a prison or what, only that it was cold and dark. but the feeling of cold could come from the healing.
anyway they were calling me to come over to eat and i said, no wait, it is not yet the time to eat, first we need or i need to slaughter the whale (? - me , i can't even clear the dead chicken my child eats or even cook it, how can i slaughter anything?) and i have no idea where the whale came from, i didn't see any whale, only where i thought is the door there was something black blocking it and i just knew this was the whale. and when i cut this off ,,, not sure what will happen. but they people i was with wanted to eat and do nothing about it. so i took my knife a very big one, and i just cut an opening in the whale. something of a door shape only with a curved top. funny there was no blood or anything. i pushed this part of the whale open, and infornt of me was a great void but there above and infont me was a bird, a big bird, with wings like of an angle. and as i looked at the bird her wings caught fire, and she was burning with red and yellow and gold, she was not screaming or worried from the fire, but as her wings caught fire she rose higher and higher ...
end of session 1.
thanks for reading and any insights
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Healing- message? what am i to understand of it?
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