My sad poem

[~Lioness~]

Lost loves
Loves lost
Gone away
Like doves
When winter comes

Heart broken letters
Endless tears of pain and frustration
Wishing we could find a better, way...
And find love again

Breaking down
Wishing this fight was over
Emotions swirl around
My heart sinks to the ground

I just wanted to make you happy,
I tried to but I made you feel ******.
And now I'm lost without you

[Unseeking Seeker]

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Feeling of hurt & pain
A poignant wabi-sabi stain
Adding to soul beauty
If we but look at it in serenity

As waves of sorrow rise
Each wave hides a surprise
Prompting us to internalise attention
Forgiving source of grief manifestation

The cause being both the other and us
Prior soul agreements in each pulse
Looking then at sorrow as experience
Inevitable in this world of transience

Making this grief then our meditation
Devoid of narrow thought precipitation
We shed off attachments-fears-desires
Consigning all contractions into the pyre

Rotating polarity thus a simple trick
Enabling us to resurrect like the Phoenix
In love with love nonjudgingly dispersing
The goodness of our heart all embracing

We are never lost for God resides within
Feel bliss in our heart in stillness sanguine
Entwining with and imbibing in permanence
Divine bliss pulsating as our innate innocence

Within

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[~Lioness~]

Life took us far apart
The road has been long
Trying to belong
In a strange place
Doesn't work out very well
But trying my best is the only option
Childhood gave me some traumas
But now I'm all grown up
Entering a new period of life
Finding me
Missing them, trying to let go
And pain gets deeper until it feels accepted
Loved and heard and held
So I can move forward
It's time...
Let go
Move on
Forgive and forget