Last nights dream really shocked me and I spent the whole day at work wondering what it meant.
I saw this guy who I once believed was my tf due to all the signs, but because of all the confusion (him actually being a reptilian mind controller/him actually being my tf but being controlled by the reptilians) - which is another story that I'll save for later - who I've seen in my visions, I'm staying neutral and not placing a name for him due to this.
Anyway, this guy was covered in a black veil like a black auric energy was flowing all over him and he wanted to touch my heart chakra, my soul not my conscious mind willingly allowed him to do so as it recognized him and wanted him to touch her/me.
As he placed his hand onto my chest his hand merged with my heart chakra and he activated it but the only thing I felt instantly was a severe pain which shocked me to the core and caused me - still in the dream - to clutch my chest and collapse on the floor gasping in pain.
He disappeared after this and when I woke up I felt the pain in my heart chakra and could feel it so clearly.
Any advice as to what to make of this?