My Twin Flame maybe Calling Me Telepathically?

Nomoreff87 · #1 18-10-2016, 06:32 PM

I am new to this website and I have never written a thread so bare with me.

This will sound like an everyday breakup story I’m sure, but I would like to share this with everyone, because I am curious to see what you think. The story is long, so I will only give you some of the CliffNotes. It's been 11 years since I broke up with my twin flame- I still love her. “When you love someone you let them go.” It was a makeup, break up, relationship for 5 years-she would leave and come back. But for what I have been reading, we had most of the symptoms of being Twine flames-she mirrored me to a Tee. I had a lot of anger toward her because she wasn’t true to me-she was with me but not with me. Doesn’t sound like a twin flame does it? Maybe she’s a Runner-I don’t know. It took a 11 years to forgive her and I’m a forgiving person-believe it or not.

For the last decade I kept busy, working on my career and doing anything else to distract me from thinking of her-just like everyone does in life after breakups. She would be in my dreams and I would feel those heart flutters from time to time-those twin flame symptoms that you know. I still believe she will be in my life again-but I don’t know when.

For the last five months I have those feelings again like I first met her-out of the blue and hit me like a Mac Truck. I think about her non-stop and I can’t shake it nor I want to. It feels like my heart is going to explode and there’s this hollowness-flutter almost 24/7. I see her in my mind like a flashback in a movie-intense recollection. She’s in my dreams every night. I’m either trying to find her-unsuccessfully, or when I do find her, she’s with someone else. I tell her I miss, I love her, and I miss my best friend. Maybe this is all happening because I finally forgave her?

I heard she was married. I will respect her and I will not look her up-I do not want to hurt anyone. I always wanted her to be happy and I hope she is. But the energy pull is very overwhelming at the moment-like she’s calling me. This will sound strange to you, but for some reason, I just know for a fact that this is my last life on Earth-I am not reincarnating. This will be my last chance to be with her in the physical world.

Clover · #2 18-10-2016, 07:40 PM

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It feels like my heart is going to explode and there’s this hollowness-flutter almost 24/7.

Hello, welcome. As far as what I bolded, this sounds heart chakra related. Stored energy blocks, you may want to learn how to process or transmute those energies, some do it by meditation or grounding ( there is plenty techniques if you google). There could be a possibility that your feeling kundalini or awakening symptoms and some thoughts of her may provoke these sensations..

Many times in these cases, some kind of closure is probably needed. I dont see anything wrong with contacting her, as long as there is intent on getting some kind of closure or peace of mind. I just wouldn't carry the expectation of getting anything romantic out the situation.

Emm · #3 18-10-2016, 08:24 PM

I totally agree with Clover, its possible that its a call to go within. Try to surrender to the sensations, allow your energy to flow. Observe whats happening to you and dont try to overthink things.

Good luck... there are many here to help with the process if you need it

Nomoreff87 · #4 18-10-2016, 10:35 PM

Thank you, Clover and Emm, for your response, It was very helpful and kind. I will look into your advice.

Flameseeker · #5 19-10-2016, 12:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Nomoreff87

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I just know for a fact that this is my last life on Earth-I am not reincarnating. This will be my last chance to be with her in the physical world.

You needn't worry of this, as even if this is your last earth life there're many other places to incarnate in physical reality other than here on earth.

And the "reward" if you will, upon returning to spirit, for aiding the earth with Ascension & merging with your love in non physical, will be far more spectacular
Than anything you can even comprehend in your mind here & now.

SacredPrayers7777 · #6 20-10-2016, 04:43 AM

Hi,

Welcome to SF.
I can completely understand your pain I would suggest u to go with the flow. Universe holds lots of power & secrets. Surrender is the best option and also trust whatever is happening.
I like ur id...may i know its meaning?

Nomoreff87 · #7 20-10-2016, 05:42 AM

Flameseeker, ty for your reply. I believe in what you have said-and you right. You know, I may even wind up coming back on another world in this universe or another--endless possibilities. And ty S7777, I’m going to do just that, go with the flow. As for my ID name, you will lol. I use to play an online game called final fantasy for years--great game. But, instead of dealing with life I would escape in that fantasy world. It helped me coupe with losing my Twin flame, and other problems temporarily I believe--stop playing I hurt. I love games but enough was enough. It hurt my relationship with my TF--sadly. So no more FF. I rarely ever play video games anymore and broke up other habits, I feel much better without. The 87. I'll leave that to your imagination. lol