Always meant to love and lose him?

I found in my past life a few interesting things. Tell me ur thoughts.

1. In the 1930s, I was unhealthily skinny. Now, I'm overweight.

2. In both lives, I was/am a Renaissance artist. I love and practice visual, musical, and performing arts.

3. 30s: I married a good-natured man. His seemingly harmless job ends up being the cause of his death quickly after our marriage. I wasn't even 30 years old. The amount of love and trust we had together was unlimited, unstoppable. I could cry from happiness.

4. Now, I'm very close to a good-natured man who had a seemingly harmless but bad job, but quit years ago. He's much older than me and could die while I'm young. I think we have a soul connection. The experience said they're the same man, and that I was always meant to love and lose him.

5. I lived in NY in both lives. In my present life, I moved out when I was 8. Even when I visited, several years later, I felt like it's my true home, in my heart. I felt like I knew the city of Manhattan even if barely remember it, in real life.

Still, I know since feelings are strong, maybe the love part is distorted and suggested. You be the judge

[desert rat]

You can go back to earlier lives you shared and see what unresloved karma is between the two of you . You might see what is causing his early deaths .

Originally Posted by desert rat

You can go back to earlier lives you shared and see what unresloved karma is between the two of you . You might see what is causing his early deaths .

I tried the regression thing, again, but I always go back to 30s New York. I'm not sure how to tap into other lives or if I even had others.

In the older life, it was really bad luck. He was a business man worked for good money, but the job was actually immoral, itself. It caused a form of indentured servitude or unfair working conditions and that caused a riot, which got him killed.

We got married in the place where he does his business, and then the riots happened, soon after.

I don't feel he meant any harm. I feel like he was a good person. I'm not sure why he was involved in it.