Angels Re awakening me....?
I have had strange dreams lately that seem like lessons and helping me understand how to make certain decisions lol... id say that I failed each time because of the temptation of the content and having the realization that it is a dream.... but I think I actually passed because I became conscious of why I was having them in the first place. Sorry if thats vague and leaving you inching for more info. :)
I had a guy do my tarot reading and he said something along the lines that my angels are trying to get some kind of emotion out of me...? I did not know what he meant then but I think I know now... but why? Last night I had a dream about a lady being rapped and there were people all around but everyone was to scared to do anything so they just watched in fear.... I beckoned them on this lack of action as I ran over to help this lady.... I realized that I felt some kind of fire burning within.... a great fire... Then I realized that I have felt this flame before........ the dream ended and I woke up....
This dream reminded of a time when I use to astral project a lot and change into a "avatar" which looks like a werewolf with wings.... I was in some astral meeting place with other gifted kids and I realized that one kid was being bullied so I decided to run over there to help out and when I got there and tried to help the bully tried his chances at me and thats when I decided to turn into my wolf form but when I tried I busted into flames.... and when I did this everyone just kinda looked at me... I was like *** tooo as I was looking at my hands... to explain it the feeling it feels like that burn you get from lifting weights when it feels good... and I could feel and was conscious of every flicker of flame on my body. I of course thought I was on fire in real life so I forced my self back to my body which actually took a long time to doo. When I woke up I wasnt on fire to my happiness and sadness. I had a strong tolerance to fire and hot things or more like a relationship if that makes sense....
Do you think that this is what they are trying to awaken with me? Courage? I am very courage in real life so maybe they are trying to get me on a higher vibration through this route.
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