NDE. need someone to talk to.. venting. advice

(I have this posted in another section originally, but decided to do it here aswell)
I had a near death experience this past Thursday, and its very personal. And i would rather not have hundreds read about it. But it was extremely intense. And i feel like a foreigner and have no one to talk to about it.. Is there anyone with a good set of eyes who is knowledgeable in this particular subject? I would very much appreciate it. Please be open minded and as non-judgmental as possible.

And for those who I dont end up talking to, do not fear the after life.. I have never ever ever seen anything so amazing in my time of existence. It was beautiful. Especially the Light-, so welcoming.. so holy and pure.. There really isnt anything to fear