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Originally Posted by rigby941
The entire time THAT was happening - my ENTIRE BODY felt completely off - almost like I was tripping (again - no drugs!!!), like I was "open." VERY "open. ... I've seen them, communicated w/ them, and FELT them - my whole body feels different)"
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All humans are different, all humans perceive their world differently than all other humans, and all humans interpret their world differently than all other humans, so what might be a normal explanation for one person is most assuredly not applicable to everyone else. My comments will relate to my interpretation of my own life, and I am only giving the comments to be used as one possible explanation, so please do not receive the comments as being the only explanation or even a plausible one for your life; my comments are just something to ponder.
Your descriptions of 'tripping' seemed to parallel some events in my own life, so I thought it might be interesting to let you know what I discovered to have been the likely cause of my own 'tripping'.
Some individuals who are sensorially sensitive and able to literally feel other people's auras may at times feel their own auras, and if the person is in a life-change that is distancing bad attributes from the heart, then the person might literally sense 'evil spirits' nearby, but the 'spirits' may actually just be one's own negative attributes that are not yet fully removed from one's own aura. Nevertheless, one's own attributes usually do not move 3D objects, although sometimes they can seem to do peculiar stuff.
In my own experiences that included a type of 'tripping', a spirit was present (the same one since I was around five years old). The spirit had appeared numerous times without the 'tripping', and one time the spirit was present when I was saved from being severely injured (the speeding car that I was in suddenly stopped on ice a couple feet before hitting a tree; no kinetics felt, no slowing down, the car just simply stopped moving). What I later verified is that the emotionally felt sensations of the spirit were my own from an older age (the spirit's personality, knowledge, emotions, and personal history were my own twenty years later; no one shares the same history, and since emotions are in part formed upon our personal history, then specific emotions are a fingerprint of the individual themselves).
It has been my experience in my life that if/when a negative spirit is sensed, the spirit's personality is usually my own (whether past, present, or future). For me, sensing a bad spirit implies that the negative trait is being pushed away and made more noticeable because the inward self is less negative (if a person is evil, then they would not sense the spirit as evil). To me, it is a positive indication of one's own attributes if an evil spirit troubles them.
A troubling question of my own was to wonder and be concerned about a relative who had died while screaming that evil spirits were taking him. Since he was not quite pious in life, I always wondered if he was sensing his own nature. Lots of questions, and no solid answers.