Is this possible?

[oookiritokunooo]

So, I've had many experiences with this goddess named Dalia she is from the Lithuanian and is considered the goddess of fate (meaning of her name). I've had frequent dreams of this being and met an incarnation of her's... I feel her presence and/or life force at all times. Last year, her incarnation had me seal a pact with her with a kiss. I'm curious to know if it is possible that she is now my TF as I am extremely weak and sensitive without her and mourn every moment where she is so far.

There are other magical explanations of this. It sounds a bit Svengali to me - not exactly the same but hints of it. When we give things to darker entities (usually things they can't get from the mundane world themselves) in a pact we usually get something in return. Now it sounds as if She wants you as a servant. But you don't say enough about the pact as to how or why?

Twin Flame is just one of many sets of beliefs, a fashionable one currently. Choosing it as part of your path is of course up to you. She might have chosen you as her servant or acolyte on the Earth side. It may just be wishful thinking. You must decide.
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[oookiritokunooo]

Originally Posted by Lorelyen

There are other magical explanations of this. It sounds a bit Svengali to me - not exactly the same but hints of it. When we give things to darker entities (usually things they can't get from the mundane world themselves) in a pact we usually get something in return. Now it sounds as if She wants you as a servant. But you don't say enough about the pact as to how or why?

Twin Flame is just one of many sets of beliefs, a fashionable one currently. Choosing it as part of your path is of course up to you. She might have chosen you as her servant or acolyte on the Earth side. It may just be wishful thinking. You must decide.
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Some of these words that you have mentioned I have never heard before, but I appreciate your reply. The deal wasn't much talked about but it allowed us to feel each other at all times she just told me to kiss her and I did. Recently she was impregnated by a man who was her ex, she kept the kid and went on. She gave birth two weeks or maybe three ago. I haven't felt her since she left. But I've had dreams of her with me in a hotel that I owned multiple times. I don't know I think it's a test of patience and trust but I have no clue. I've really lost touch with my spiritual side period really. I used to be able to identify spirits just by their power/energy level and now I can't even tell if I have a demon here that's how much I have closed myself off.. I'm just lost waiting at this point. Perhaps she has chosen me as a servant but we are both beings with similar power celestially lol

[Ciona]

Hi,

Originally Posted by oookiritokunooo

Perhaps she has chosen me as a servant but we are both beings with similar power celestially lol

Not really.. it may only seem like that to you at the moment. Perhaps you simply can't imagine any power you may have to be any greater than hers celestial or otherwise? What is 'similar'? Just curious

Also if you don't mind sharing, I'm wondering if this pact you sealed with her allows you date anyone? Any girls your age? Or are you hands off, so to speak?

[oookiritokunooo]

Originally Posted by Sister Moon

Hi,



Not really.. it may only seem like that to you at the moment. Perhaps you simply can't imagine any power you may have to be any greater than hers celestial or otherwise? What is 'similar'? Just curious

Also if you don't mind sharing, I'm wondering if this pact you sealed with her allows you date anyone? Any girls your age? Or are you hands off, so to speak?

It's hands off for the both of us. I don't sit back and let rules bet set upon me one of my greatest pet peves lol.. and the power similarity is that she told and showed me that she was an angel but not part goddess and along with that me being an Incarnation of an AA helps as well one of the oldest :)

Originally Posted by oookiritokunooo

Some of these words that you have mentioned I have never heard before, but I appreciate your reply. The deal wasn't much talked about but it allowed us to feel each other at all times she just told me to kiss her and I did. Recently she was impregnated by a man who was her ex, she kept the kid and went on. She gave birth two weeks or maybe three ago. I haven't felt her since she left. But I've had dreams of her with me in a hotel that I owned multiple times. I don't know I think it's a test of patience and trust but I have no clue. I've really lost touch with my spiritual side period really. I used to be able to identify spirits just by their power/energy level and now I can't even tell if I have a demon here that's how much I have closed myself off.. I'm just lost waiting at this point. Perhaps she has chosen me as a servant but we are both beings with similar power celestially lol

Perhaps it's time then to take a rest from active spiritual work except maybe contemplation, a few minutes at a time best for you (mine's usually mid evening) ruminating about the day and if this goddess enters your thoughts, ask her "Why me?" See what she has to say and contemplate the answers carefully with honesty.

You may feel you've lost touch with your spiritual side but it's there in your experience somewhere and it'll emerge subtly on the mundane (material) world and in dreams.

Perhaps it's a period of consolidation.

By the way, Svengali as described in Wiki: "The word "svengali" has come to refer to a person who, with evil intent, dominates, manipulates, and controls a creative person such as a singer or an actor." That's why I said "wasn't exactly the same but hints of it," that is, not necessarily evil and you may not be an actor. It doesn't sound like possession where a Spirit takes you over, resides in you and controls. That's something very different.

[LadyMay]

Originally Posted by Lorelyen

Perhaps it's time then to take a rest from active spiritual work except maybe contemplation,

Agree with this part! There's such a thing as overdoing it, then you lose sight. Sometimes just reconnecting with earthly hobbies gives you the right perspective.

[oookiritokunooo]

Originally Posted by Estelwen

Agree with this part! There's such a thing as overdoing it, then you lose sight. Sometimes just reconnecting with earthly hobbies gives you the right perspective.

I have been for the past year haven't really been as open spiritually as I'd like and I've been contemplating the relationship and if the truth is told.

[Ghost_Rider_1970]

Oh wow! It is soooooo good to see you Estlewen

Originally Posted by Estelwen

Agree with this part! There's such a thing as overdoing it, then you lose sight. Sometimes just reconnecting with earthly hobbies gives you the right perspective.

I also agree with both Estlwen and Lorelyen, as we can sometimes get so lost in our spiritual practices that we begin to lose sight of ourselves and therefore end up getting in our own way.

Where in all honesty spirituality itself is so very simple. It is to experience the moment and appreciate the perfection of who we are along wiith everyone and everything around us.

I really do wish you happiness and success in all your do along your life path

[oookiritokunooo]

Originally Posted by Lorelyen

Perhaps it's time then to take a rest from active spiritual work except maybe contemplation, a few minutes at a time best for you (mine's usually mid evening) ruminating about the day and if this goddess enters your thoughts, ask her "Why me?" See what she has to say and contemplate the answers carefully with honesty.

You may feel you've lost touch with your spiritual side but it's there in your experience somewhere and it'll emerge subtly on the mundane (material) world and in dreams.

Perhaps it's a period of consolidation.

By the way, Svengali as described in Wiki: "The word "svengali" has come to refer to a person who, with evil intent, dominates, manipulates, and controls a creative person such as a singer or an actor." That's why I said "wasn't exactly the same but hints of it," that is, not necessarily evil and you may not be an actor. It doesn't sound like possession where a Spirit takes you over, resides in you and controls. That's something very different.

I see, with the past two years that I've been constantly learning the secrets that are meant to be unfolded before me I have fallen into a pit of despair due to some of the things that at the time my mine couldn't comprehend. She actually came and helped me in my time of need when I was trying to figure out my purpose and who I was. I am forever greatful for that and as I repayed her when she was being manipulated by a Fallen Angel named Thane... Rough time it was but we pulled through it and I will continue in having hope in her. But, to not get off topic I have asked that question before and still haven't found the answer mainly because I don't trust what I recieve until she tells me herself whether it's channeled through an ordinary person or not.