Hi, I'm very new to this forum. If any of you recognize what I'm about to ask, it's because when I was first on here I made the mistake of putting my question on the welcome forum instead of here. Live and learn; I guess, right?
Anyway, I know this might seem a bit odd and it's a long story actually. You see, I haven't had much experience with wicca or paganism, so I'm at a loss as to what I should do.
It began when I was about 10 years old and I was approached by some sort of deity in a dream. It wasn't until years later (8 years to be precise), that I came to the possibility that whatever it was in my dream and dreams for the past eight years up until now must have been a deity. Which deity? Well given the information, signs, cryptic symbols, etc. that I was given, I am certain it was the greek god Hades. I'd go more in depth into this, but it would take forever to explain and it probably wouldn't make much sense even on this type of forum.
Nonetheless, I'm going to take into account the possibility that it might be the greek god Hades and ask what I should do now? For the past 8 years through dreams, signs, symbols, and other cryptic signals, I believe he is trying to somehow contact me or get my attention. Sadly I don't know what he wants, if he even wants anything; nor do I know how to contact him. I know nothing about making libations to gods and goddesses in general and I am very bad at meditation.
I have tried to make it known that I'm willing to listen and communicate, but I have received no answer. It seems as though after 8 years of trying to get my attention, the moment I am ready to listen I get nothing. Am I doing something wrong? Should I try another tactic?
On a side note, I've been seeing various daffodils (narcissus flowers) growing in places that I haven't seen them grow before, I've been having more dreams where he just shows up and is very out of place, plus I keeping seeing his name put up in a lot of things I've been reading lately. The strange thing is that whenever I try to ignore these signs or try to forget about them and move on they just keep popping up, stronger and more in-my-face than before. I looked it up and did some research. It turns out that these repeated "in-your-face" signs are the god or goddess' way of getting your attention.
In conclusion, I am trying to contact him and make it known that I am ready to listen so I can figure out what he would like for me to do, but the only response I get is silence and these increased signs that he's trying to get my attention. Am I missing something here? Is Hades very stubborn when it comes to communication? Is he playing games with me? Is he testing me? Please let me know what I can do and how I should go about doing so. Thanks.
Note: Also if any of you want me to describe in depth what is going on or just the full story then let me know. But be prepared for a very long and possibly befuddling story.
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