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Originally Posted by psychegrl
I'm trying to get a sense of some commonalities in the TF relationships. Since the situations are so very diverse and we are all learning there may not be much.
How do you all fall on the spectrum of unconditional love and jealousy?
Are you hurt by not being chosen or in Union right away?
At what points in the situation did unconditional love and/or jealousy pop up?
Do you bounce back and forth?
Do you tend to feel your twin is at fault for the separation or the one s/he's with?
Can/have you feel/hear/sense your TF with another person intimately? If yes, What emotions came up with that?
Does anger or betrayed ever come up with thinking about them being with another person?
If you are not affected easily by these things when did that occur and why?
Thanks for your answers
Psyche ♡
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I’m going to be honest and direct with you....and explain it the best way I know how.
I was on here, under a different name many years ago....23 yrs I will say total from my childhood. I was going through what so many people here have described with a soulmate.
I placed so much of my experiences on this person, because I felt for the first time in my life....that I was feeling and experiencing things that I never had before.
I saw all the signs, symptoms, and feelings that everyone here was talking about....He’ll, I saw them, and felt them myself.
It was a miracle in my eyes.
God was bringing my angel to me.
30 years have passsed since that has happened, as those of you who are truly happy in spirit, and willing to learn in spirit, have guessed....God is not stagnate.
I wanted to stay in that place forever. I felt intense love, spiritual dreams, visions, signs, hatred, love, insecurity, jealousy,....you name it, I felt it. For 10years, things happened, and I saw it coming....spiritually. I felt it all intensely...very spiritual and self consuming, more than I could imagine.
But now, looking back ”my tf” was just a part of me....willing to feel the intense happiness, loved and miracles that God was showing me. It was the only time, that I felt a zest for life, opening up, being intense and spiritual, being open to all the possibilities of hope, faith, miracles, and love....of course, I was wide open, obsessed, infatuated with this person....he had made this all possible. My love, and feelings for him, made this all possible,
I was seeing everything, in the eyes of God possible at my level....things I had never experienced before.
That’s the eyes of God
That’s oir true nature.
Most of us go through life with none of it, never feeling or seeing it. It’s somewjere inside of us, but it must take that one special person to connect us to God, and our mission on earth.
Not true. Many years have passed since that time. He is getting married now, and I have grown beyond it. I’m so happy he has found somebody who loves him, and who he loves. I have memories now, of past lives. He was meant to be apart of ,mylife for a reason, through every spiritual synchrinocity, good and bad....no matter my feelings or obessession with him, or what happened spiritually.
That’s God, our true nature, that was only a glimpse of us the years ahead of what I would experience with other twin flames.
I couldn’t imagine it back then, anyone but him....that’s when all these magical, mystical, experiences started happening.
I had never experienced anything on that scale before
But, when I had to let go, many years later...l.I kept a lot of it to myself...or on here under an anonymous postings.
I rami to my tf like him, I had no choice but to move on...it was over, md I didn’t want it to be. I willed him into my life, years later, across the country....but it didn’t happen. It was over...however, I found someone else, who had very similiar energy, the dreams started happening again, and very intense. Everything started up again,
Yet, it was a different person....after 23years it was happening with a different era on....and much more closely in my atmosphere. My same fears, trauma, living in my head, fears, and being scared happened all over again....this time, right in my face...he wasn’t running..lhemwas chasing me hard.
And this, along with all my insecurities, and fears....made me run, far away.
For a long time...he loves me and hates me amd hates at the time,
I let him down.
But then, another came....pretty fast after the last two, and I’m a little older now....and have learned the hard way.
I’m open now, I have regrets as a runner, and as ignoring these spiritual experiences.
I’m not running anymore...lIm not afraid of their issues, insecurities, intense emotions, or craziness...
I’m right where I need to be
And....it’s my 3rd twin flame....
Lol....
Don’t try to tell me he’s not....
I went through everything everyone of younhavendescribed, but for ,any more years
And ran...
These are NOT true twins....you are unique...you have no twins....very close, but there is not another like you..
These are soul,ages, past life partners, bringing out these worst fears in you....and the most intense spiritual lessons of your life....
There are more to come...once you get passed that first...the old saying, your first love is the hardest to get over....put that in tf or soulmate experience....then you will truly know what it means...lI had a fat love, he will never compare to my first tf experience.
That’s God, you are getting a gimp se isn’t o what your soul is capable of, when you love and feel that way....and it’sonly the beginning.
You can’t imagine what I know...you are still stuck on your first two flame...it’s the be all to your life.
It’s what you know up to this part of your life....whether you are 15 or 85.
It’s all you know up to that point.
You have no idea the levels of feelings, or experiences you are capable
You measure it by your tf experiences, only because you are excited and open to love
You have just reached the tip of the iceberg of God love is capable of....it’s a mere fraction of the door that you have opened up to this point in your life....and very crazy and intense for you....you can’t imagine anymore....so this is the be all and end all to your journey...
Well, you have only scratched the surface of what God’s love is, or what you are capable of knowing, living, loving, or experiencing....
You have no idea how much more higher it goes...way higher than any of you can imagine with your current twin flame experiences.