I recently got a sign to go off to a 4-year university

No, it wasn't the one I wanted to go to back in 2008-2009 but I know I'll love it and I'll be going to ETSU in a couple of months. Anyway, the first sign I got or I felt was when I tried to sign up for a class at a local community college and I even signed up for FAFSA to see if it would cover it and I got the news that I had too many credits to be covered at the college based on my SAR, and I tried to appeal it, I even talked to the dean and he flat out told me to go another local community college. I had been thinking about going to this particular college for years and finally I was basically getting kicked out of the college that I spent most of my young adult like in :( And already had a career certificate from and so I basically took their advice and the following spring, I did apply and enroll in the rival community college, but almost everything during that time was going wrong. To make a long story short, I ended up dropping most of my classes, due to having to change transportation partners. I made a mistake of riding with a neighbor of mine, because I always got along with my neighbors but this girl started to treat me as a burden so I switched and rode with my cousin. That made things a lot easier but I also started to realize that I was just over the community college bull and longed to go to a university again. I went to a small university my first year of college but it wasn't the right fit so that's why I ended up going to a community college for a long time. So yes, I ended up applying to two local universities, one is out of state but I do live near the TN border. Unfortunately not close enough to get in-state tuition but still not too far. The other was in-state but rather expensive for in-state. But anyway, that was my story about signs and synchronicities in my life.

And also due to the fighting with my neighbor, I no longer have a close relationship with them, and recently gotten more angry with them due to what my mom and sister told me about what they said about me behind my back. So obviously, they are not my friends. They may be my parents and sister's friends but not mine. And the situation is so tiring that I don't want to get into it, but I feel very betrayed on both sides because for some reason, my family seems to believe that no one can hurt my feelings and that I always start fights but really, in this case I was defending myself because I was blantantly getting discriminated against by a neighbor who I guess I told too much of my personal business to. But anyway, that gave me a sign that my neighbors really weren't the friends I thought they were and that I need to move away, ASAP. It's funny, the day that my mom told me about what my neighbors did, I was actually coming back from visiting the daughter's mother because I wanted to put all this behind us and I just got so angry. I haven't even been over since. The ironic thing is, her daughter is now at VA Tech, the school I wanted to go but after researching realized I didn't have the grades or classes to get into, and luckily she's spending most of her summer at VA Tech, so I don't have to see her. She was acting like what I said to her was worse then what she said. And of course my sister is strongly encouraged me not to sue her, but I feel like considering what she said to me, I could. I don't know how far it would go but you know people casually other people all the time for harrassment and verbal and emotional abuse, why couldn't I?

[Sapphirez]

it sounds like you are internally conflicted and a change of scenery would be good but you're also going to have to recognize all the negativity and hostility you're living with.
I hope you go to the right college and meet some people you get along with better. I should probably go to school too I've never been yet tho lol and I'm 26

Okay so I recently went to orientation at the TN school and realized that I couldn't afford the out-of-state tuition that I had no way of getting out of in my current situation. And the VA school I'm working on re-activating my application with is in a super small town with a possible public transportation problem. So I may need to look around for other public universities in my state of VA and I may have to leave the mountains. I'm under so much stress, I don't know what to do?