A dead beetle

2 days ago while I was cleaning my Room, I happened to spot a dead beetle. This is something I haven't done in ages, if not ever. I'm new to this symbolism, superstition and omen thingy, and now assume everything in life has some kind of significance. Its kind of annoying as I worry about each unusual thing that happens in life. I am kind of anxious about the discovery, what it potentially could mean.

A beetle seem to symbolize protection, transformation, progress etc. So my theory is that these meanings have reversed. Funny thing is that the next day, I saw a very tiny little beetle crawling on my arm. I dislike bugs so I pinched it away, so I am not sure if it was still alive after that.

Another interesting thing is that I saw 2 different cats cross my path the same day. One was black, another one was dark silver and white. Besides that I even heard news that somebody near me had burried a bird.

As I see it now, this may indicate that Ive come to the next stage in my life. But if so, will this be a better place to be in than the previous one? Im going through a real tough time right now. I fear this means my worries and luck will be even worser in this cycle. I heard a psychic specialised in numerology say that its a blessing in disguise. Apparently my number was 13813, and I was quite surprised number 13 was significant to me as Ive been seeing that number a lot lately. I also live in room number 13 of this rehab and am born friday the 13th. Wven my karmic debt number is 13,lol.

I am still confused about the number 13 and cat crossing your road thing, as some regard those as good things and others bad. The beetle thing is new to me and I couldnt find anything about this on the internet, so I have no opinions. I am not good at interpreting things.

I would appreciate your opinion about what Ive described. Thanks!