Affected by the street

[Ordnael]

Having chosen to live a simple and solitary life, whenever I need to go somewhere I either walk or ride my bike to my destination. Fortunately I live in a small town and having a car is not a necessity for me.

Usually I will take different paths to leave and return to my home, either to exercise or appreciate different views. However, a bad feeling of anguish comes over me when walking back to my house, and I thought it was because of my loneliness. This is the life I've chosen to have, for religious and spiritual purposes, and I like it this way, I don't think I could live any other way, but this feeling appears anyway.

Yesterday I chose to come back home through a different path, walking on a street where the houses are more humble, and interestingly, I didn't get that feeling of anguish. Then it dawned on me that I get that overwhelming feeling of loneliness when I pass through a street where the houses are big and beautiful, but I couldn't understand why, since I don't live in a bad place, and I'm not unsatisfied with anything in my life.

So when I went to bed and slept, I woke up after a dream and started thinking about that issue, with the intention of using the astral intuition to help me understand why I feel this way. Then the intuition answered me that I feel anguish because of the arrogance of the people in that wealthy street.

I don't know people who live on either street, so I can't tell for sure what they are like, however, I'm sure that the people who live in the humble houses aren't arrogant, and probably have a better personality (according to my taste, of course) than those who live in the big and beautiful houses.

This is my conclusion, then, that perhaps some of us can be affected by the personality of the people who live in certain streets without even knowing them, just by passing by through that area.

Someone could feel depressed while being satisfied with the choices that were made, and the reason may be external and not internal.