Dream of being in a rage and then on a boat ride

[LibraIndigo]

I had a dream I went to a CrossFit studio to sign up.

I got there and the owner started being extremely rude to me when he found out I was a single woman.

He said "This cross fit is for teenagers and families ONLY!" And then something like, we don't need single evil women like you coming in here and breaking up our families now get out of here!"

It was extremely out of context and I was outraged because I was just looking for a place to work out and non of the other stuff on my mind at all.

I saw he had some rose quartz and amethyst on his desk

And I said. "oh. I see you like crystals? Well do you know what these crystals stand for?! Devine love! For EVErYBODY! Not being an asswhole to people for no reason!" I had totally flipped out and was in a rage....

I picked up a large rose quartz on his desk and I picked it up and threw it at his window
The whole front was glass, like a glass window wall.

I started picking up the other crystals and throwing them at windows and totally trashing his studio.

He was cowering and a few families and they said "see I told you about single women!"

Then he called the police.

And he was sneering like yea I knew it, now the cops are gonna come get u crazy girl.

Then I ran off to find my car to get out of there but I couldn't find it

There was a two story grocery store with a two story garage I thought maybe I parked my car there but forgot

So I went in there but then heard the sirens

The garage was up against a waterway and there was a large yacht parked there

I climbed on to one of the top decks and there were girls in Bikinis

They were very friendly and welcoming to me

They were explaining that the yacht left from there at a certain time everyday and acted as a waterway taxi or scenic cruise service to the public

A very rich philanthropist owned it and did it as a service to the community

Then I was sitting next to a dark skinned girl in a military uniform.

We started talking and she told me non chilantly that she thought she was gonna die soon

She said she was 27

I asked her why she thought that and also why she was ok with it

She said "well, I'm a military pilot"

"and I fly in war zones all the time, plus I have dreams that give me hints about me dying...but they are always nice like it's not scary or something, actually a warm comforting feeling....I just wish I could understand it better"

I then latched into conversation with her about it. Telling her how my best friend died at 27 and also had dreams about it so she knew as well...and started explaining to her everything I know about death and the after life and assured her Its going to be ok and explained everything better

We became friends

But then I went down stairs on the yacht

And realized I was suddenly wearing a bikini too

And there was other girls around
And the owner was there and then I realized I knew him.
In the dream we were suddenly friends

And then I remembered the yacht had been mine but he bought it from me when I could no longer aford it

Sort of bailed me out of a financial situation

But then I remembered that he always helped me.

And despite me wearing a bikini he never looked at me like that

But still wanted to help me

And be friendly and welcoming and invite me places and introduce me to people like I was his daughter but I wasnt

I remember thinking why does this guy help me like this when we aren't even related and treat me like his daughter and expect nothing in return...and other people wondered about it to.

When I woke up I immediately realized it is a dead relative of mine that passed when I was very young that I was present for. He was not wealthy at all but always helping ppl and would certainly so something like that for a community if he were in that situation. So anyway I got that part of the dream, that this dead relative jas been helping me but the rest of it baffles me...

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

let's start with the "then I remembered the yacht had been mine" idea.
this would be your 'higher self' who had owned the waterborne vehicle.
you recognize the reason for your having parted with it as indebtedness,
but it's really more of the opposite notion -- you'd needed to part with
some of your wealth in order to manifest into earthly incarnation (you
couldn't bring all of yourself into physicality all at once).
you'd left that yacht in the safekeeping of a 'soul-family' member.
i imagine that you're now in the process of collecting yourself and
bringing the remainder of your full self into a manifested experience.

the opening scene at the studio shows you where you need to workout
some kinks in your system. you'd become 'triggered' into righteous
indignation, but without due cause. so what if that place didn't want
your business? you could've gone to some other establishment. the
sighting of the crystals on the desk hadn't brought out your loving
and forgiving instincts [which must be put in place by your choice],
but they fed your anger and caused you to flip out in a rage.
your divine love is suitable for every occasion, even when interacting
with beings who hold prejudices and don't exhibit their own divinity.

[LibraIndigo]

Thank you. That sounds about right. I did have a problem with rage from as early as I can remember though I thought I had overcome it. Specifically about prejudice and injustice. Anyway it was interesting to see my family member...if he had an abundance of wealth I can certainly see him using it for public benefit lol.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

Originally Posted by LibraIndigo

Thank you. That sounds about right. I did have a problem with the from as early as I can remember though I thought I had overcome it. Specifically about prejudice and injustice. Anyway it was interesting to see my family member...if he had an abundance of wealth I can certainly see him using it for public benefit lol.

well yeah, you've probably overcome the issue for all practical purposes, but
maybe there's a 'trigger mechanism' left in your psyche that might operate
without your consciously choosing it to activate. you may find that you wanna
gain access to your 'coding' and purposefully alter it to suit your current
sensibilities (perhaps through meditation).
you yourself are likely to be a generous soul, in your more advanced 'higher
self' state at least. that relative seems to share that quality with you.

[LibraIndigo]

Well that's comforting...in the after life I don't have to work for the rich, I can be the rich and go and get my yacht back....

..I've painted a lot of bilges -_-

Lol!