I think I'm ready to give in

We've been around this block before, he and I, and I was sure this time was the last. But it wasn't. I'm kind of at a point where I'm not sure what else there is for me to do here but let go and let God so I gave it over to Him. I've done as much inner work that I knew how to do, to the point that I've really lost interest, dived so deep into spirituality, and I'm at a point where I just want to walk away from everything that I've known and all the places I've been. I'm just ready to chuck it all and go deep within myself. So this is me saying goodbye because I think I need to go. I've been holding on to the last stretch of my current self for so long that I just can't hang in there anymore.

Anyways, byes guys and thank you so much for all of your help and for all the writings here and elsewhere. It's been enlightening.

Good luck to you and I hope you will find peace and happiness!

[Theophila]

I wish you love and light and after closing this chapter a rebirth into a better life all the best....