Killing somebody

[Gemcrusader]

I dreamed i killed somebody now a couple times. I think two times. One was on a trainstation somewhere in belgium getting back from some sort of school trip though i was alone and im not in school anymore ofcourse.
But,f it was so real. I really thought i killed somebody. While i was going back home i was thinkin: What i have done!!!! It wasnt nessessarry, why did i do that! He was innocent...! Then i was thinkin, well luckily they will never suspect me.
Then another time on a wintersport or somethin.
I did believe it was some version of myself ( in the dream)

But what struck me most is that i killed someone. I felt awfull and i was so happy that i didnt killed someone when i woke up.

Btw, last night i had a funny dream. I was in some sort of carriage with some people from here and there. Then i was suddenly telling them. You know, this is a dream.

[LadyMay]

Killing people in your dreams usually refers to some aspect of yourself dying away, or dissolving/transforming into something better or more necessary for this moment in time. It's actually usually a good thing, but might reflect some drastic change you are going through in real life recently.

Did you become lucid when you told them that you were dreaming? I would think usually that happens.... or maybe you woke up straight away.

[Gemcrusader]

I am going trough transformant, and ive been laying on the couch now quite some days, lol. Im just to tired to do somethin after trying to get at things for a couple times. I never been so tired.

And now i dont have such a bad feelin about the dreams as i did when i woke up. So i think ur right.

Not sure what lucid exactly is, but its definitly the most vivid dream in the sense that i was aware that i was dreamin or somethin. Meaning that i felt more alive. At one point i believe i was searching for a place to sleep again.
But i was telling it them in the sense of, haha fools, i know im dreaming and u guys dont. lol.

[fennel]

I concur with Scarlett concerning the dreams. The first one sounds awful, the second one awesome! I love lucid dreaming.

[fennel]

Originally Posted by Gemcrusader

I am going trough transformant, and ive been laying on the couch now quite some days, lol. Im just to tired to do somethin after trying to get at things for a couple times. I never been so tired.

And now i dont have such a bad feelin about the dreams as i did when i woke up. So i think ur right.

Not sure what lucid exactly is, but its definitly the most vivid dream in the sense that i was aware that i was dreamin or somethin. Meaning that i felt more alive. At one point i believe i was searching for a place to sleep again.
But i was telling it them in the sense of, haha fools, i know im dreaming and u guys dont. lol.

Lucid dreaming is when you know you are dreaming. My first lucid dream was when I was six years old, and I had a blast causing things to levitate just by my wishes alone. You can cause any scenario to happen when you are lucid dreaming. I hope you have another one soon.

[Gemcrusader]

Well i didnt dream i killed someone, but simply that i murdered somebody. So not the actual deed. With the 1st time i believe it was my younger self. And the second time looking back i think it was also a version of myself. But during the dream it seemed a random person.

[Thunder Bow]

You murdered parts of yourself in these dreams.

[Gemcrusader]

Is that good? :p

[Thunder Bow]

Depends on what parts they were.

[Gemcrusader]

I dont know, i do feel kinda more mature.