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Originally Posted by Greenslade
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The self is evermore awakening. It doesnt have to do this. It's always a choice of what to awaken more to. As awakening is just a word, one can awaken more to sleep. And it's all infinite. There are probably even aspects of non choice that one can become aware of. But thats still a choice. But in every choice there is a relativity to the overal being, which is ever awakening, what people call God Source. Every choice is infinite. Cause every choice opens up more new choices. Every awakening opens up new pathways of awakening.
It is all pretty confusing, if you ignore the emotions.
The relativity indicator is what allows one to come more in alignment with ones own true will and intention. For example, if you're confused and you seek clarity, then you awaken evermore to the seeking of clarity. And the desire to find it. Which if you consider the emotion, is not pure desire in that case. So rather than awakening to more seeking, one can choose to awaken more to the finding of clarity. Or to clarity itself.
We can say every self is fake and false. Because it is infinite. And never finished. And we can say it is real, because every awakening is in alignment with the energy that is awakening. The frequency of the consciousness. That is always expanding and evolving. What kind of frequencies are there? Infinite. But, every frequency is in fact just a duality. It is still all always a vibration of awareness. Of positive and negative, that is relative... Relative to what? Relative to Source. God Source. Which is what makes it all either negative or positive for the awareness that is relative to it.
And as you awaken to things, you can feel this relativity between your awakening and that of your Source. Due to being a vibrational extension of it.
So what people like to call truth... True self. Can either be a very negative truth that keeps becoming more and more true the more one awakens to it. And it can be a posisitive truth that keeps becoming better and better the more one awakens to it. And thus also more and more true. Therefor truth, is irrelevant. As every truth if focused upon long enough can manifest. But one always feels the relativity of their truth to their overal greater non-physical Source Consciousness which holds all of their desires in evermore becoming. So at a certain point of negativity the awareness begins to contradict itself and diminishes also in ability to choose, which is why we can call it a false self. And that is why the true self is always the self and awareness of it that feels best emotionally. That is energy motionally, frequentially, and vibrationally, most in alignment with itself. This true self is eternal and infinite. And ever expanding. And we are on the leading edge of it, extensionally, here and now in this time and space reality.
And every experience here and now, in this time and space reality causes new preferences to be born. This is so for every consciousness here and now in this universe or just this planet. These preferences are then taken by God Source and answered emmediately. Everything that is asked is given instantly. And from this new given reality new consciousness is born. Which then ask for more. And on it goes.
Then the human asks. If it is all given, then where is it? We can ask... And ask... and Ask again. But to receive what is being given, one has to stop asking and allow the answer that is being given to then enjoy the answer. Or the vibration of God Source. This receiving of the answers that are being given is called allowing/receiving. A vibrational alignment with God Source. The better you feel the more you are allowing/receiving and the worse you feel, the less, or the more you are resisting or asking.
I call it defining. Asking is defining. And enjoying is allowing/receiving/realising what has already been defined. Because asking is also often for humans unconscious.
Now we are still speaking about duality. To experience less duality, less relativity between self and Source, one needs to close the vibrational gap, or split energy. This is not done by remaining neutral. Which is not asking and neither receiving/allowing. The closing of the vibrational gap or relativity between self and Source is done by vibrationally aligning with the never ending stream of well-being that flows from Source. Which knows everything you want. And when you focus on things that causes you to feel emotionally better, you are closing that gap. Personally. To ever less split energy. And evermore unified energy. Which is less dualistic. Less split energy. More unified and more holistic. More in support of all. Including self. More in benefit of all.
This is the eternal process of evermore becoming. Is there an evermore non dual thing? What people call God Source. Is evermore ever expanding pure positive energy. It is that of which you are an extension of. You can become evermore like God Source. Or ever less. Depending on your focus and how it feels emotionally better or worse. But you cannot seperate from God Source. And this inseperability is what allows for ever expansion and is what makes it all infinite. You cannot suffer enough to cause a disconnection. But you can suffer evermore to experience more disconnection. Evermore. But that is always still relative to God Source.
So wether you suffer or rejoice. It's still all one. Cannot seperate from the Unconditional Love that you are. That is why suffering is just indication of resistance. And this is all very dynamic. Without unconditional love, there is no ability for the awareness to focus unto/into any becoming. So to return back to the awareness is a way to return back to unconditional love of Source. Just like meditating. But to really experience it fully, one has to allow that. Without the allowing, it wont expand into more experience of its evermore being and becoming evermore here and now.
In either case, the "true" self is infinite and limitless and beyond definition. You could say it is meaningless. And you could investigate its meaninglessness further and discover that you always receive the moreness of the meaning that you give it. And you could thus call that meaninglessness, meaningful and purposeful. As you realise your own creatorship in it. Or you could even accept its meaninglessness. Embrace it fully. And say that nothing really exists... And you would still return back to the Source. From which all meanings arise.
And I find that Source simply creates vibrationally. Because in nothing, awareness of nothing, there is an ability, limitless and infinite and unbound, to become more aware of the awareness, by vibrating it, or extending itself into itself, vibrationally, for the creation of moreness/variety or experience of something as opposed to nothing. Giving meaning unto nothing, and experiencing the ever moreness of the meaning given unto it. And the reason it is dualistic is because it is vibrational. And that is also how the meanings are given and received/expanded upon.
And so the "truth" can be known evermore as infinity eternally evermore realised. And also returning back to Source. But Source is always there in both cases. But in "truth" and its infinity, we can always experience duality, because it is all vibrational, of one infinite awareness. Of one infinite being. That can become evermore and more. in realisation. But if one wants to realise ALL of it... It's simply not possible... You can realise it Evermoooore. Or even ever less... in either case its all infinite.
So true self is infinite. This realisation that duality is all there is makes people sometimes afraid. But in that fear they are infact asking... for more... But because they are soooo CAUGHT UP in their asking, they dont realise or sometimes cannot even find a way to realise exactly what it is they are asking for. Things like asking for relief. Or freedom from duality. Or escape. And the more they suffer, the more they want relief and the more they will realise it. And so at some point one surrenders to duality and embraces it and find out that they are the one who can control the duality. They can choose less duality. Or less suffering. And more relief. To vibrationally water the awareness of suffering with relief so to speak. Because the suffering is relative. So the ultimate quest becomes to transcend it evermore. And that part of us that transcends all duality has always been there. It is the awareness itself that does this naturally. Without trying. So when trying is let go off, suffering is too let go of. Does not mean we are literally free from duality, as it still always exists and will. We are just free from suffering it. Because we realise we are the source of duality and we can create any duality we want. We are the awareness that becomes aware of things and we can choose what to become more aware of, even more aware of nothing. And we can even choose how to become aware of it. Through resistant definitions of suffering or allowing definitions of less suffering and more ease and flow. This awareness and its qualities of allowance or resistance that it becomes more aware of, is what the awareness becomes by becoming more aware of it by simply choosing to become aware of it. So the more we allow, the more freedom/choice we have and the more we resist, the less freedom/choice we have, as this awareness. As resistance causes this awareness to create discord within itself. Which means the awareness is still there, but more scattered. Untill that resistance is released. Also in the awareness.
This is very simplified, thanks to duality. Thanks to realising that awareness is vibrational and expands into its awared of vibration. Everything is vibrational and every thing that is become aware of causes the awareness to begin to vibrate more like it. But you dont have to get lost in that, if you can always become aware of the awareness and realise the vibrational quality of your awareness in the core/source duality of it, being more resistant to itself or less... The result is this awareness expands into vibrations that feel worse emotionally or better. And the result of that will also be extended further in expansion, into manifestations which are in likeness to that vibration and that emotion thus.
So if something feels boring the results will keep becoming more and more boring. If the awareness continues in that direction. But to blame the physical manifestational conditions, of the boredom, is missing the point. The awareness had to first focus on that vibration that is boring. Which then became manifestations and then the awareness realised that they can Blame manifestations and turned into vibrations or blame which then can become manifestations of blame. That is why the conditions are not real in a sense. They are just excuses for the awareness to vibrate further. You can use any awareness to vibrate further. And often when we experience very negative awareness, we dont got acces to positive awareness. But we do got acces to less negative awareness. Such as meditation for example. Or no thought. Or nothingness. Or simple things or neutral things that dont expand into much thought. When the awareness is stable in neutrality. And has acces to it, one can have more choice between positive and negative. One can lean more in the direction they prefer. If that is allowed. Because the more the awareness focuses on positive often resistance pops up. As energies expand. So the awareness prefers to just be aware. As it is more close to peacefulness. As vibrating in too much allowance can sometimes cause a tiny tendency to resist to become that much more painful. When the awareness is in high speed, and movement, resistance can become more impactful. So remaining neutral as just the observer and non identification is more peaceful. Causes less expansion of the awareness.
Because identifying with something is like choosing to become aware of it. And if that awareness is "solid" or stable, it means the awareness will keep becoming more aware of it. Ongoingly. Untill it is let go of.
People who meditate to the extreme are actually attempting to let go of life before they are done living it. But often in that, one finds either big desires that are allowed to be realised and give the awareness a reason to continue life again. Or not... And then they continue to meditate... And they find even bigger desires... And it keeps getting bigger and bigger all the way to the unresistable, which comes in the realm of God or even archeangels. Like those transcendant experiences of extreme high frequencies. But they are always all still dualistic. But just beyoooond BEYOND the usual realm of duality.
Can one really go beyond the realm of duality/awareness? Transcendant awareness is beyond the usual awareness. And often no matter how high one wants to go, one cannot really find an awareness that is not part and parcel of this life in atleast some way shape or form. Or even lower awareness. Like elemental awareness. Of the elements. Both can enhance the value and meaning of the living human. But to really go beyond this life usually involves death. But even in that, this life is not excluded from all of that. It is just an expansion of it and from it and as it even.
Its all infinite and eternal really. The awareness will always be us. And it is infinite and eternal. Evermore being and evermore becoming.
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