Feeling extremely old

Originally Posted by HiItsJustMeAgain

Hi guys,

I don't know is this the right section to write about this but since there are these topics about reincarnation...

I just would like to know is there others out there who have always felt old? And I really mean always as even as a child? Is there anybody else here who has this feeling that you actually hope your life is the last life on earth because you just... I don't know... feel you're bored? That you have seen it all already? That you hope that after this life you could get back home, what ever that home is? I mean I'm definitely not saying that I wouldn't love to be alife and here living my life right now, or not taking my life as a gift because that it definitely is, but just... I kind of hope this is my last one. That during this life I'm able to do those things I feel I still need to do and after that I could leave and move on to something new...

Does this make any sense to anyone?

Its a contradiction but I feel older than my years..........yet I have moments where I can be young at heart, but I get what you are saying. I think its an "old soul" thing to feel that way. I just feel tired and no amount of sleep can help me. My mom thinks I might have sleep disorders but I get the feeling that might have a little bit to do with it, but not everything.

I honestly can't imagine another lifetime. I get the feeling this might be my last one.

Originally Posted by HiItsJustMeAgain

Hi Greensale, thank you for pointing that out. Sometimes I get so irritated when I just say that I feel old and then somebody starts to nag either how I think I am better than anybody else by saying that I feel old because there are only few old souls and those souls are almost perfect or something else as childish.....

You're very welcome. If anyone says that then it's a reflection of their Spirituality and not yours and shows a lack of understanding. All Souls are perfect regardless if they're young or old, if they're not then again it's a reflection on the person saying it. The other thing that usually comes out is the one about their being no time, but then that doesn't stop a Soul feeling weary because they've had the experience or just feel they've been travelling for a long time and they want to go home.

How do you find out how many incarnations you've been on? That sounds fascinating.

Originally Posted by LadyImpreza1111

Its a contradiction but I feel older than my years..........yet I have moments where I can be young at heart, but I get what you are saying. I think its an "old soul" thing to feel that way. I just feel tired and no amount of sleep can help me. My mom thinks I might have sleep disorders but I get the feeling that might have a little bit to do with it, but not everything.

I honestly can't imagine another lifetime. I get the feeling this might be my last one.

Hi LadyImpreza, I'm often very sleepy too. It's almost like I'm looking for something to stimulate my brain and when I don't find that something I get bored and then sleepy...

Originally Posted by Greenslade

You're very welcome. If anyone says that then it's a reflection of their Spirituality and not yours and shows a lack of understanding. All Souls are perfect regardless if they're young or old, if they're not then again it's a reflection on the person saying it. The other thing that usually comes out is the one about their being no time, but then that doesn't stop a Soul feeling weary because they've had the experience or just feel they've been travelling for a long time and they want to go home.

Thank you again

Lady, you ask your pendulum or a guide. I happened to have been told by the one and only "Lisa Williams" so I'm taking mine to heart :)

Originally Posted by Neville

There are some, I converse with that feel that very ancient souls are often convened at pivotal times in the history of humanity. Going through an entire life , just in case they are needed. It is like the soul group intelligence makes contigency plans and puts in guardians/ helpers to ease the passage in times of global change.

This is, I hasten to add a theory that has been shared with me from a very close friend. So we live our live's a bit like sleeper agents awaiting the event to become active.

Anything is possible I suppose.

Dang, that completely resonates with me so well, that it even feels familiar. And I still think that all the lost souls I've been helping to get home had a great deal to do with why I'm here now. I still get pretty darn tired though. Yet, just like someone else mentioned, there are times when I can at least still feel the joys of being childlike in my heart.

I'm just glad I found this message board. Certain things just seem to make more sense, and I don't feel so alone any more.

[skygazer]

Originally Posted by Trieah

Dang, that completely resonates with me so well, that it even feels familiar. And I still think that all the lost souls I've been helping to get home had a great deal to do with why I'm here now. I still get pretty darn tired though. Yet, just like someone else mentioned, there are times when I can at least still feel the joys of being childlike in my heart.

I'm just glad I found this message board. Certain things just seem to make more sense, and I don't feel so alone any more.

This is true for me also, including the forum observation you make.
I like to think of these boards as a planet I haven't yet named.:)

Originally Posted by Medium_Laura

Lady, you ask your pendulum or a guide. I happened to have been told by the one and only "Lisa Williams" so I'm taking mine to heart :)

WOOOW!! You have met Lisa?? Oh I love her show

[Hazel]

When i was little i didnt feel old but now i do and im only 15 and have so much to live in this life yet