Hi everyone,
I apologize in advance if my english is not perfect im french. :)
So I ll try to summarize a bit the Story.
I think I met someone who is my supposed (I guess!) my tf.
We had a very brief relationship...and immediate separation(for ego reasons from him -he s the runner). For 7-8 years.
We met back a few months ago because I found a job in his city.
The first meeting back was very special! I noticed from the beginning something particular: I wanted to qualify the location where we had the meeting point. Didnt find the specific word I wanted in my mind...very frustrating for a word lover!! When he arrived I said "Forest"...but immediatly after he said "the jungle"...BOOM!! Yes! The Word I was looking for !!
Then we spent 3 hours Talking and I was scared by the sharing of thoughts...he often said some things I wanted to say etc.
Same when we used to chat on messenger: one finishes other's sentences. Also the continuous flow of ideas is almost exactly the same between us!!
Same tastes , sames ideas /beliefs...the only difference is that I already started to awaken & that Im very spiritual and he s still in the 3D ego based and logical Matrix...classic parameters.
So we started to have many synchronicities happening. Each and every Time we were talking/ together there was SOMETHING. He started to withdraw quickly and became distant, with a very low rythm of answer....
Each Time we were aligned/sayin the same Words, he left immediatly the conversation. Lol . FEAR. *** is that ?! Right ?
So...I was sad but understood. Very small talks.
When we re together time flies...
LAst time we met he was very anxious before meeting me. Then became aggressive when realized he was late for dinner with his parents because time flew again...
Discovered also this same day that we live at the same street number. 34. Lol
No contact for a few weeks.
THen we had lately a conversation. It was oriented on médical stuff. He started to talk to me about some worries he had about symptoms these Times.
First he talked about heatwaves...I was searching also what it could me..hormonal Stuff? With sudden transpiration...
Then he started to say that he had also uncontrollable chills of cold. Oh my!
Also nausea...uncontrollable appetite : doesnt know if he s hungry or not. Doesnt know what s happening. And that the List of symptoms was kind of huge. But all the medic checks are OK.
Woowww!! Then I realized....possibly maybe awakening symptoms ???
Crazy stuff!!
I started mine (I have clearhearing and I see auras). But didnt have these strong symptoms he has now. I sometimes feels energy flows. Sudden intuitions that help me in Life. But not so much physical symptoms.
I hesitated to evocate him all this ...I mentioned we could have a bond...same brain/thoughts.. Im pretty sure he felt it cause each time it happened (sayin same stuff at the same time etc) he left away.
And this time he laughed (moquery) and said "I dont know AT ALL what you re talking about" (why sayin "at all" like this...deny!! ) coldly and left the conversation immediately after with a poor excuse. Complete DENY...Im sure he feels something strong and unexplainable. He used to confess to me a lot also cause there is this natural and strong confidence between us. He exposed me all his weaknesses naturally.
In curious syncs I also noticed I ve always been afraid by bees without rational explanation: I Ve never been stung..I used to wonder why having this strange phobia previously in my Life. and I discovered just randomly discussing with him that he was allergic and that he could die if doesnt have the right medic if he s stung!!
Crazy no???!
I think he s overwhelmed... he knows but still is in deny.
Do u think like me he s currently in awakening/cleaning process ??
Could he be awakened rudely compared to me ?? (Mine is slightly processing)
Do you think so that his awakening is Linked to our last physical reunion?(symptoms he has seem to coincide with this period)
Its really crazy!!
Amazing and frigthning at the same time...
What I should do with him btw ??
Thanks a lot
Ps: I think he s a lightworker without having realized it yet (very service-to-Others and freedom oriented)