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Originally Posted by Smiler
I have just woken up from sleep ..( my bed).. And I have more to say..later on . First let me list a few my spiritual experiences with this another. Second.. I was already spiritually awake ..before meeting him. Third .. The love is very real ..an unconditional..unconditional does not mean you have no boundaries on how you are treated . The journey is self love.
with this person
I have telepathy,
I have seen Time ...yes human time stop ..in a public place ..so I could do an exchange with him.
I can see everything he does, I know our past ...and have seen future that did occur.
Karma was paid out the first 3 yrs on meeting . There is no karmic debt.
In past I have seen future relationships (who he would be with).
I have done spiritual exchanges face to face with him.
I have had the universal light..line us up ..impossible synchronizes
Upon seeing him..all is in the now.
My list is extensive of spiritual experiences ...I wont write them all ..but I have felt what others have posted myself.
I worked through , fear , rejection , sorrow, anger, frustration, refusal, patience , dreamt the future which did happen years later...I also dreamt in a vision a future that will not happen..simply as souls have free will, Souls can create Karma in this life.
And self love is removing ourselves from certain situations that harm ..and respecting another has things they need to do.
I believe in being accountable for my actions and thoughts..and I do act on things I have done by facing it (..regardless on whether people perceive it as "Chasing " Or whatever)
I am saying There is More ..it is endless..and Love on another deeper level awaits ..be it alone or with another.
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Brilliant. Absolutely spot on. Thanks for posting.
Yer, I think I DO understand where you are coming from.
I think one can and should equally note that others need to own their intentions, words, and actions as well.
I am not responsible for someone else's judgments and behaviour, and I won't tolerate it.
If they judge me lacking for anything other than character or integrity, which are attainable by all, then they need to go.
I won't carry unnecessary shame or grief any further, nor associate with those who judge me as lacking for whatever reasons,
as ultimately is it all a reflection of self and their judgment should never have been put on me, nor on any other to begin with.
It's neither their right nor their place to do so, nor is it anyone's right or place.
Each should look to themselves and disengage with those they deem inadequate for whatever reason, and instead self-reflect.
That is simple statement of fact.
Whether others will ever do that on this half of eternity is another question.
However it is still fair to shoulder our own share and no more, and to leave other's shares where they belong.
In their own lap.
I think this certainty that I am not responsible for trying endlessly and in vain to please people who find me lacking...
nor for tolerating their judgment and apathy...due purely to this unconditional love I nonetheless feel for them...
is by far one of the most important things I have had reinforced.
The soul connection thing is very hard going on any pair where both don't appreciate it.
I was doing just fine on my path ALONE before all this.
I was on my path and happy with myself alone and with my son.
Walking my path with intensity and joy, and being at peace, despite the exhaustion and overwork.
I think back to those years as a golden age, and to the past few as somewhat of a dark age.
And I haven't experienced a damn thing, even the deep soul love,
which could even begin to compensate for my grief, for the bliss of my ignorance
or the loss of my innocent heart.
Wisdom and knowledge are both highly overrated, LOL. So is growth at too high a cost.
Kindness, compassion, and appreciation in my day to day life, hands on and face to face, is all that really matters.
That's the other thing I've had reinforced.
And I've had none of that from my soul connections in any way that truly nurtured me.
I met a 3rd actually, after I'd concluded soul connections were largely bad news, full of heartbreak and shame, and to be avoided.
And yet he is kind and gentle, and is attracted to me and likes me as a person.
But he's leaving for Ireland and isn't ready to settle down yet.
Based on experience, I'm going to keep him as a FRIEND only. Forever, LOL.
And perhaps just keep an eye out for a decent bloke who is kind and values my presence. Full stop.
Maybe my closest soul mates are mostly self-absorbed, avoidant, and apathetic.
And the kind one is unavailable for other reasons.
Perhaps I'm not very fortunate, but I'd say I'm about average judging by posts on the forums.
Thus maybe the whole soul connection thing is a bit of a curse of this new age,
to be endured as a part of some half-*rsed attempt by the Universe to raise consciousness for all
through mortification of the spirit for some -- even by those who were happy alone.
TBH, I feel a bit sorry for God if this is the best that can be done with us to raise consciousness in this manner.
We are hard cases here and I'd tell God, look just eff the lot on this task and move on to something more productive.
Clearly, all we are learning that human soul love is, like the rest of us, not very evolved
and that many people treat others quite carelessly, like disposable goods,
whether soul connections or no.
It produces loads of suffering to connect at the soul level, bare your soul, and then be cast off in some fashion,
and so all many of us can say is that 1) yes, soul love just is, and 2) it is largely to be avoided if possible.
Heads up, mates.
But I'd say, when you do come out the other end, you certainly know you've earned those scars and battle wounds.
And I hope no one else will ever again endure unkindness and poor behaviour for anyone, soul connection or no.
Peace & blessings,
7L
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