My obsessing has almost ended, but...

So, last night tf wrote and we discussed his feeling like we're just friends and then he asked if I would ever consider us in the future so that opened it up for me to write him several times again. Now I kind of went overboard again with the connection talk and he called it a "torrent". I think he wants me to leave him alone, but then he'll try to relax me by saying it will all be ok. I feel just sick about the way I am acting. I can't tell if it's a torrent of a lot of information or he's conflicted.

I need to run away and never come back, huh? I am mortified right now!

Please tell me some of you get this. I am making a complete fool of myself. I need a grip. This is probably not even a tf thing anyway.

We don't talk about soul things, there's no telepathy. I still think I am heading in the wrong direction with this.