Spiders, good or bad?

[FalseAwakening]

Are spiders bad? When I wake up I used to see smokey shadow spiders crawling around my room, but then I get up and grab my glasses the spider is gone. After awhile I tried to watch it to see where it goes and it simply evaporates in thin air.

But now things have changed a bit. I have seen a full blown realistic spider in my room now. It's pretty big, and it has bright orange abdomen with black stripes going across it, and it had a pretty big web right around my door area. My room is odd, it's not completely square or rectangle. It's more like a small square at the door and then it opens up into a bigger room.

I stared at it and it was there for some time, so I grabbed my glasses and then it dissappeared completely. Just want to know if I should be worried about this or not.

I have also found huge spiders in my room, since I've seen that shadow spider, and they were real. One of them was a wolf spider, harmless but big enough to saw the life out of me. Haven't seen any real spiders lately, just one in my cats water bowl (for some odd reason)

is this a spirit of a spider or a hallucination? Because I sometimes see other things when I wake up, and sometimes feel them next to me. Like cats, or people... What do I do with that? I don't like having a heart attack everytime I wake up (I see them quite a few times)