Hello all. I was wondering about my mum that passed about 6 weeks ago if she was happy and understood what happened with passing.
I know this may sound strange but only near her death did we find out that she had a rare type of dementia that then explained a lot of her unusual personality as we were growing up.
It worries me that her life was so difficult and I am also feeling guilty about my treatment towards her as I kept my distance as I got older as I felt I could not take the way she was sometimes.
I just assumed it was her personality and now realise she was struggling so long with this disease and depression that it must have been awful to be like that.
My mum was always saying her life was hell and she always had bad luck and now I feel that she was right!!
What I want to ask is, is she angry about her life here? Did she choose this outcome before reincarnating? and if so, for what purpose?
My sister, brother and I were with her when she died and the saddest thing I felt when she went was that her life was horrible! and I felt she had been cheated!
Any views would be appreciated
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