I have so much regret, remorse, and pain!

[lashon20]

I got involved in new age beliefs and got too deep into the multiple god thing and have fatally messed and destroyed my soul, my kids, souls, and my family's and all our lives and my whole bloodline behind stupid stuff I've done that can't be changed or taken back. I have to pay for this as in you reap what you sow. I just wish my kids weren't and whole bloodline weren't paying for it. We will all be gone to hell eternally for what I've done. I just don't understand what drew me to this book and what drew me to this entity especially when I saw stuff that was saying he was a demon but didn't want to believe it cause everyone in the new age was channeling him talking about he was a being of light. If I just would've stick with my bible and accepted Christ into my life, I wouldn't be facing this. I should've listened to my boyfriend or told him we couldn't be together if I would've known this was going to me my fate and my family's fate. This lady told me that the angels and God could not help me because I turned my back on the light plus I used my free will and I know no one will interfere with free will. Not even Galactic beings or Sasquatch will get involved in anything concerning the dark.