I wish I could get a second chance at life

[lashon20]

So I made a grave mistake and got lured down the wrong path and a dark path and wish I could go back and change it. I unknowingly made a pact for life with malevolent deities being gullible and thinking another deity was helping me and didn’t realize it was evil. Then I lol at numerous videos of people talking about how they made pacts or blood oaths with you know who and they turned their life around and joined the church.

Then they talk about how Jesus or God spoke to them and helped them or told them don’t do it. These beings have destroyed me and my family’s lives and im gonna pay for it. Then my boyfriend burned a petition to these entities showing that he wasn’t afraid and that made things worse for me and then they started targeting our kids. They rewrote the contract that I unknowingly made with them and completely took over and have done something to other family members I believe.

I gave this guy on Etsy my photo and he said the severed a few of my cords to my crown chakra, capped my junk dna so I can’t evolve or ascend and Jeri reincarnating over and over trapped in 3D with no love, abundance,etc. They damned me to hell permanently and he said my aura is pure black and locked with negative energies. He said I have tons of contracts and pacts that were made. These were not made willingly, these beings were possessing me and did it while I was sleep. He told me it’s because I’m calling on these beings. I told him I haven’t called on anything. He said all of my chakras are shut down and out of alignment.

This lady told me my angels couldn’t protect me because I turned dark and against the light. I’ve tried going to church and praying but that hadn’t helped. Actually I was praying when this first started and it hasn’t helped. I know I shouldn’t be playing the victim but this is very bad and sounds pretty much over for me permanently. I shouldn’t had been gullible and allowed them to trick me into throwing out everything, giving away my car and quitting my job. I was told I was being sabotaged but I still didn’t listen and I wish I did because I wouldn’t be in the shape im in.

But the big thing is I wish I hadn’t did what I did 3 years ago and me not my kids would be dealing with this. I hold a lot of regret for everything I’ve done. This is permanent for me and my family. I wish the angels, God, and Jesus, the Archangels could help me because it truly was a mistake.