How soon is too soon?

[Tsheaby]

My sibling died last month and I am beyond devastated. We are only in our twenties...

I have been trying to keep an open mind towards recognizing signs he might be trying to send, but I didn’t know he would try so soon? Am I seeing things?

We have some solar fairly lights along our fence that turn on at night if they’ve gotten a decent charge and the squirrels haven’t knocked the panel off the fence as they run along it. Yesterday for example, it was snowing - not much sunlight, and usually the lights will be faint and other times not come on at all in that weather.

I was walking back to the back door after locking up the chickens last night and thought how odd it was that my solar lights were blinking bright and rapidly. As I approached closer they started slowly blinking, finally coming to a resting point of being dim and steady, as I would normally expect them to be after that weather.

It dawned on me a few moments later that perhaps that was a sign. It was just too abnormal.