Hi guys. Last night I went to bed and said in my mind to whoever was listening: "please show me in a dream if it's my mind or my heart that wants me to get in touch again with X."
****Little background: X is not a bad person or an ex boyfriend. We stopped contact nearly two years ago; it was my decision. The problem is that the feelings and the longing for him have never ceased. The urge to be in touch with him has always been a constant feeling, does not change with the time (there's a long history.) At this point, it would be very important for me to understand if it's my ego dictating this or if the longing comes from my heart.****
In the dream, I enter a block of flats with a carry on bag. It looked like I had moved there to spend a few days. I knew people living there and I was very excited, as I knew there were activities I wanted to do in the neighborhood, like there was a cinema and a shop I wanted to visit. I still remember the feeling of excitement for being there.
While chatting away with someone in the landing, I realise I have left my bag unattended. As expectable, I go back to it and found my most precious belongings were missing: wallet, mobile and my kindle reader.
I scream in the landing: "no, no, no!" But I know very well that's my fault.
I go outside in the courtyard, and there is this guy laughing and looking at me (I don't know him, never seen him in my waking life.) I know that he is the thief and I start persuading him to give my things back. Slowly and without stopping grinning, he gives my things back. He starts with my bank card, and I tell him: "please give me back my wallet as well, it was a gift from my mum."
At the end, I get everything back. It wasn't too easy but it wasn't too hard either, I just had to make him understand how important these things were for me.
When I get everything back, I kinda tell him off, like: "You know that I work for my stuff, I don't have it for free." At this point he looks at me and he is serious, says that he had stolen it because he has feelings for me. So, I don't know what to say and I hug him, maybe because I want to comfort him, maybe I feel sorry.
I woke up this morning feeling super perplexed. How does this answer my question?
Could you help me dream people
Any input would be highly appreciated. Most importantly, I need to understand if it's good for me to get in touch with X or a huge step backwards.
Lovely day to you all!
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