Hello my friends,
so I am here looking for some help, I had several drug induced
psychoses, from overdosing amphetamines and sleep deprivation.
This most likely led to a spiritual awakening, making me extremely
emphatic, telepathic and intuitive, sensitive.
I was able to read thoughts, feel the
vibration of basically everything, and learned to live with it.
I was extremely energised and basically in a spiritual extasy for two years even without consuming anything, my thoughts and emotions were in a very high vibration.
I explored alot of stuff, and read alot on the internet, trying to be responsible
while working with this stuff.
At some point, I was absolutely convinced, that no matter what, everything
will be ok again. Which might be still true ...
The thing is, it all seemed too easy and I felt way too good to be true once I
understood how this is working.
Than I started messing around with hypnosis, affirmations, and silent
subliminals from youtube, which of course had been a total devastation
on so many levels .... which I want to explain later in a seperate thread in the affirmations forum.
Which I am now trying to recover from. Would be awesome if you could help
me with that ;)
Thanks