I've messed up my chance

[Jeremy Bong]

Ab Orgine,

Why I said, you're not a Christian, it's because you miss two important treasure in the believe in Christianity.

1) the Bible is the most important treasure in the religion while all the dharma is written in it, no matter how or who have written them. That's the most important factor you should know.

2) the Jesus on the cross. He possessed the mysterious metaphysics dharma there. You denied and dislike that event. Then you can't get any advantage or salvation from there.

So you're chasing shadow in the bush. That's someone planned for you to follow. At the time you're lost, someone giving you a test. And that's not real but you insisted to follow that up ,then no one can change your decision or understanding of what you have encountered.

When you're "possessed" or lost then someone is taking advantage at you then you're more lost for your life. But that's up to you. To aim too high may let you regret more. But that's up to you because I've told you so much .

What you're tackling is not from Jesus, so just tell us the first time you meet Jesus and how long you meet him again and up to now , how many time you've met him? Then you can know it's true him or not?.