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Really need help with this one
First, a bit of background info:
I have been going through a gradual awakening over the past 3 years which has been gaining a lot of strength recently. I am now at a point where I am looking at my life from a completely different point of view. I am in a relationship with a chronic atheist and sceptic and have been feeling less and less connected to him. I am feeling quite unfulfilled but part of me really does love him and he is so kind and has been nothing but nice to me. We also have a child together so a split is never going to be easy. The thought of tearing them apart breaks my heart. I can't talk to him about any of this and on the surface I still appear the same, and as if everything is fine.
A few nights ago, as I was going to sleep, out of desperation with the situation I asked my higher self for guidance and advice on what to do about my relationship. I then had a baffling dream scenario which I haven't been able to make total sense of, so if anyone can offer their thoughts I would be most grateful.
The dream started with me, my partner and 3 other strangers sitting on horses, in a field. Suddenly someone shouted that there was a person nearby with a gun but before I even had time to think I was shot right in the middle of the forehead, as was my boyfriend. The bullet lodged there and I felt severe pain in my skull and down the back of my neck but neither of us died. We went to hospital and had to wait in a queue to be seen, both with bullets visibly lodged in our foreheads. Eventually we were told we would be operated on and have our heads cut open. I was terrified. Then suddenly the bullet in my head sort of came out, 'fell' down the side of my body, under the skin, and then popped out my foot and into my hand. The surgeon said that was great and that I avoided having my operation and I was massively relieved. They gave me a carbon pill (?) which was to counteract any residue the bullet might have left. Then I thought 'What about my boyfriend?' and at that point I woke up. The weirdest thing though, when I woke up it was 2.30am and my boyfriends bedside lamp was on, despite it being off when we went to sleep. I asked him in the morning if he had turned it on and he said he had no recollection of doing so!
So can anyone help me figure this out? And also could there be any significance in his lamp being on when I woke up?
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