A million ways to cope with depression

[Louisa]

Hmm.. OK, think I've figured something out.

Hm.. yeah, it's not like my relative or me for that matter.. Not we're so ultra cynical.. Exactly,. . per se..

It's like this.. Anyone whose needs are neglected will feel cynical.

So... I learned how to feel less neglected.. But it wasn't through people, animals, or anything in the physical universe.

It was through spirit beings.

The weirdest, and the most complex, the most vivid, realistic, and complex thing ever.

That, THAT.. yeah.. totally that! was the only thing that transformed me.

It was not just the conversation, but also the energy.

Because yeah, there was more than that, but that was the deciding factor.

And I believe there must be some way others can access wellness in other ways, without other people or other spirit beings.

But I did it through spirit beings. The kundalini and the conversation and love that was so real it was far more believable than real people. Their personalities were more whole than real living in person people I know.