telepathic attack/control and or telekinesis help and understanding.

[awakened31]

Hi

I'm am awakened 31, i joined this forum a few months ago so i don't know if i can be still call a newbie :-).

I am in a place right now where I'm feeling stuck. I am under telepathic attack from more than one person i think, not sure where i live.


I moved to a new area 4 years ago and I haven't been happy here. When I first moved here i had no problems, then i got a car. And thats when things started to go wrong. My car got scratched regularly and one night I heard a girl who from what i understand is involved in the telepathic attack saying "i cant wait for when she see this in the morning" I recognized the voice and thought it was a girl that I had seen I didn't confront her but told friends and family what had happened. I shouldn't of but assumed she was involved in fact I thought 4 girls were involved, I said some angry things that were directed to them and i am not proud of and i just don't get on with anyone where I live.

My mums car has been scratched and my brothers. things have been said things I'm not proud of, in that moment of time I honestly thought it was them but realize i should of accused I made a mistake and now it feels I'm being punished for it.

Im not even sure when the telepathy by them began. they said all my life is this possible to do to someone?

It started last year in November when someone contacted me saying they said my grandmother, in my head I was stupid enough to believe them. I honestly thought it was, i don't even know why maybe because i know nothing about telepathy or at that time the spiritual world. I honestly believed everything they said they so me so many silly things that I was famous i don't know if i was being controlled in someway, when i think back i don't even know why i believed them this carried on for 6 months, i acted out of character and I have lost friend to a world in my head.

Then they said all these things weren't true. And all the nice things that were going on became really real. I didn't know what to do I honestly thought this world that they had created in my head was real. Since then they have been with me as a presence every day. There is someone constantly in my head saying "You stink" this is a phrase that is repeated every minute from morning to night. There is a presence I know it sounds odd the feeling someone is with me and that my actions are not my own. They are trying (I know it sounds weird ) to take me over, i keep bumping into things from reflex my body moves my eyes I was wondering if this is telekinesis. I just don't feel like myself and I haven't for a long time. I was diagnosed with IBS and i have had one symptom for 10 years and they have said they have been doing this since then. This abuse is every day 24/7 and I'm finding it difficult, they say they are controlling my body and stopping my thoughts they call it droining when i just cant think of anything is this possible. This experience has made me question myself I'm not even sure how to think right now.

Its got really bad to the point where they want me to commit suicide adding feelings of this. I just don't feel like myself. They send me subliminal messages through songs, through what I read. My voice changes sometimes and they say I will never truly be alone. And it scares me, the worst thing is my family don't know about telepathy so I feel totally alone no one will believe me.

Not sure where to start if I'm honest I'm scared its been 6 months and they won't go. I understand some of my actions are why they are angry but they say they won't go till i am dead. they seem to be using different telepathic skill to channel me and i just confused with everything they are doing.

If anyone has any ideas. I am totally open for change.

Best Wishes

Awakened31