Isolation

Hi :)

I have for the past few years, been in quite an isolating situation after experiencing some difficulties in my life where I was living in a city and had to move back to my mother's home which is in a very rural area. I do not drive, which makes it hard to get out of the village in which I live, and I work from home and in a small pub in the village. I find myself getting frustrated with my situation and wanting to move away or to change my path in some way but I also feel a pull to stay here also.
My relationship with my mother was strained whilst growing up and I feel as though a part of why I moved away was to get away from my home situation and when I moved back I felt as though our relationship began to heal.
I guess the reason why i'm posting on here is to see whether other people have had anything similar along their path to healing? I also wonder if part of my feeling a pull to stay here is because she is a very isolated person herself, she doesn't have a partner, she doesn't have many friends and she barely leaves the house. I wonder if i'm feeling the need to stay here for her or for myself.
I have read things about isolation being a part of the spiritual path, a time for inner reflection, and I feel as though part of my situation is to do with that, but I also wonder if there is some co-dependency going on between myself and my mother and if that is a damaging thing or if it's okay to have a bit of that.