Feeling extremely old

Hi guys,

I don't know is this the right section to write about this but since there are these topics about reincarnation...

I just would like to know is there others out there who have always felt old? And I really mean always as even as a child? Is there anybody else here who has this feeling that you actually hope your life is the last life on earth because you just... I don't know... feel you're bored? That you have seen it all already? That you hope that after this life you could get back home, what ever that home is? I mean I'm definitely not saying that I wouldn't love to be alife and here living my life right now, or not taking my life as a gift because that it definitely is, but just... I kind of hope this is my last one. That during this life I'm able to do those things I feel I still need to do and after that I could leave and move on to something new...

Does this make any sense to anyone?

oh yeah.. I was told I'm on my 88th life by some Native Shaman. I feel like it's got to be more! lol

I don't think I'm done though. Sadly, I hoped I would be.!

We feel like we've been here forever or often because time is so slow here. The Other Side has no concept of time and 40 years is like 40 minutes! It is probably why we seem to incarnate so much in a short time. To us on that side, it's like coming home, seeing family/friends, looking through our records, deciding on our next "lessons" and popping back here. (which probably took about 50 years earth time)

:)

Originally Posted by Medium_Laura

oh yeah.. I was told I'm on my 88th life by some Native Shaman. I feel like it's got to be more! lol

I don't think I'm done though. Sadly, I hoped I would be.!

We feel like we've been here forever or often because time is so slow here. The Other Side has no concept of time and 40 years is like 40 minutes! It is probably why we seem to incarnate so much in a short time. To us on that side, it's like coming home, seeing family/friends, looking through our records, deciding on our next "lessons" and popping back here. (which probably took about 50 years earth time)

:)

Oh wow I didn't know about that time thing :o Very interesting... Thanks for sharing and thanks for the reply!

Originally Posted by Medium_Laura

oh yeah.. I was told I'm on my 88th life by some Native Shaman.

88th??? Good grief,how many earth years is that?

Originally Posted by hawkmoth65

88th??? Good grief,how many earth years is that?

I'd like to know that too....

[Illumine]

Originally Posted by HiItsJustMeAgain

I'd like to know that too....

If we imagine that an average earth life is say.. 80 years, times by 88 would be just over 7,000 earth years. However, those lives won't have all lasted up to the age of 80 so, that is just the maximum amount of years it could have been.

That's one heck of a long time!

Originally Posted by Illumine

If we imagine that an average earth life is say.. 80 years, times by 88 would be just over 7,000 earth years. However, those lives won't have all lasted up to the age of 80 so, that is just the maximum amount of years it could have been.

That's one heck of a long time!

It sure feels like one heck of a long time too! lol That feeling of Been there, Done that is always apparent in my life LOL

Originally Posted by Illumine

If we imagine that an average earth life is say.. 80 years, times by 88 would be just over 7,000 earth years. However, those lives won't have all lasted up to the age of 80 so, that is just the maximum amount of years it could have been.

That's one heck of a long time!

I should imagine the majority wouldn't have reached 80 years if they were in the past,infant mortality rate was far higher than it is now.The future however is another story....many lives could have reached over 80 years as we continue to live longer than our ancestors.That's assuming our quality of life continues to improve of course,which if the climate change supporters prove to be correct,may see the human race facing some very tough choices.

As for myself,as far as I know this life I'm living now is the only one I've had.I've lived most of my adult life plagued with anxiety/depression/alcohol issues....however am married with three children and numerous grandchildren.I'm interested in history but not necessarily any specific era,unless perhaps Britain between the arrival of the Romans up to medieval times (I'm English living in England) Would these statements about myself suggest anything to anyone as regards clues to possible past lives I 'may' have had?

Originally Posted by hawkmoth65

88th??? Good grief,how many earth years is that?

I have no clue! I remember a past life in the 1940s. I remember one in the 1600s (as a Native girl), another in 1736 as a male, another in 1701, dying as an old woman in England. I don't know the year on this one but I was a male pirate, seemed also like Spain or England.

I think I kept coming back right away! From what I hear the past isn't really the past. That we can reincarnate in a time at any time. If that makes sense.

Time isn't linear, but like a pancake and we can travel through it to any time to be born. *shrugs*

Originally Posted by Medium_Laura

I think I kept coming back right away! From what I hear the past isn't really the past. That we can reincarnate in a time at any time. If that makes sense.

Time isn't linear, but like a pancake and we can travel through it to any time to be born. *shrugs*

Well that's really interesting!!! You see I have had this weirdest (=craziest) feeling that I have actually lived in the future........ Is that possible too?? I mean like I said earlier I love new technology. I always want to have the newest in technology and I sometimes have had this repeating dream in which I was living in a very futuristic looking city and it felt so familiar, like a home. I also often, when something new is invented, seem to think that hmmm finally, like that something should have been invented ages ago, like I already know how to use that... I also have some fears towards "modern", now existing inventions. I feel like our technology is partially outdated, even the newest one. For example cars. I absolutely refuse to drive because it is ridiculously dangerous. I have never understood why people are willing to drive voluntarily and in my head I have always had this clearest picture of a transportation system that is 100% safe, automatic, and no driving needed. That seems to be my normal, how things are, even though they aren't...