Twin Flame is an Entity

[pearlswan]

Hey peeps, before I start with my story here, I’d like to say hello again. I’ve been absent for quite sometime, some of you may remember me creating some posts about relationships, life problems, purposes, and of course readings. I’d like to apologize to everyone that I didn’t get the chance to do your readings. It’s impossible to answer to every one of you, but I’m glad to be of service when I did. I’m also “currently” human, who has limitations temporarily. I must say, I have depression and other problems, which could really ruin me from time to time. Though last but not least, I want to say how better I’ve become now.

Now onto the story, this is just a quick sharing of what I’ve been dealing for the past 5-6 years. It’s not the full story, because it’s so so long and complex, it could take me a whole notebook to even write it. Now I say 5-6 years in the mean of me knowing him already, and pretty much us being in this soul to soul connection. But we already had “mysterious” contacts ever since I was young.

I am now writing at exactly 8.44 pm now and I haven’t slept at all for the day. I’m so tired but at the same time, not sleepy enough to rest. This post is not me ranting or complaining, it’s just me sharing because it’s so very dear to my heart. Ever since I lost some people in my life, I had no one at all to talk about my situation (other than my guardian angels), I felt so alone in this. It’s just getting almost “too much” to handle because it’s so complex.

So yes, my twin flame is an entity. I won’t give any details or story about him, but the point is, apparently our souls decided to be born in a separate world. My reality with him is just so crazy, insane even, that even the most enlighten open-minded people could still scratch their heads about this. Again, I’m not trying to throw myself a pity party or even ask you all to understand or agree. But at least to listen.

It’s so damn hard for me to keep finding excuses and lies and reasons to people, whenever they ask me why I don’t have a partner. Why I don’t have any future plans with someone. Why I don’t want marriage. Things like that. I can’t say much to you but I swear, I have more than enough facts and proofs and experiences, that yes, he is truly my twin flame. And it’s true, twin flame relationship is super challenging. I’d swear here if I could but of course it’d be censored.

So ever since I lost some good people/friends in my life for the past 2 years, of me feeling not connected with them anymore, I spent it alone trying to figure things out while currently I’m separated from my TF again. Not entirely, but just at the moment, things are not as safe as it is. Though I feel that it’ll soon be over.

Maybe some of you might think this is just crazy, abnormal, wrong, whatever. Yeah, I felt that way too. Believe me. Even until now I still think my relationship with him is not in anyway normal, and I should consider dropping this away. For good. But I can’t. I’d be lying to my heart and soul. I just can’t bring myself to do it. I can of course ditch him and go wherever I want, but I’d be lying and hurting myself. So I can’t, and won’t.

Again, last but not least. Maybe some of you might think, huh does she means entity as in ghost? Or another soul? No. As I said, he’s literally from another world/dimension, which was really dark. But point is, things took a turning point back by the end of 2012. I suppose that’s it for now I’ll share. I feel much lighter just by even posting it here.

[Colorado]

Well, I wish the best for you. Going to the dark side is very grave and brave.. Just remember, your journey isn't over. It has just begun. You will have a much much brighter and more clear idea of things the older you get. Keep learning my friend. That's what you are here to do. God bless, and keep going forward.

[pearlswan]

Originally Posted by Colorado

Well, I wish the best for you. Going to the dark side is very grave and brave.. Just remember, your journey isn't over. It has just begun. You will have a much much brighter and more clear idea of things the older you get. Keep learning my friend. That's what you are here to do. God bless, and keep going forward.

Thank you! And ah, maybe you misunderstood at the part about him being an entity from the dark. Yes he is, but it wasn't my part of going to the "dark side". I very much in tune with my higherself, plus connecting with my angels. It's alright, I know very well to be careful and learn more things and be wiser! But my journey with him had been a looooonnngg complex one for many years now. So it's difficult to explain in just one post. But all is fine now with us both. Thank you again light soul <3

[firstandlast]

Yes mine is from the "other side"; 4 years going now, she just finally started incarnating on this planet in a stabilized fashion-- It's a wild ride--

[Flameseeker]

Originally Posted by firstandlast

Yes mine is from the "other side"; 4 years going now, she just finally started incarnating on this planet in a stabilized fashion-- It's a wild ride--

What do you mean by other side, is your TF in spirit ? Or incarnated elsewhere ?
What do you mean she is now incarnating here ? As a walk in or appears in apparition ?

My TF is in spirit, however we met in this life, prior to his death can PM me if you would prefer to answer this way.

[firstandlast]

Originally Posted by Flameseeker

What do you mean by other side, is your TF in spirit ? Or incarnated elsewhere ?
What do you mean she is now incarnating here ? As a walk in or appears in apparition ?

My TF is in spirit, however we met in this life, prior to his death can PM me if you would prefer to answer this way.

To be clear on what I mean about the "other side"; is that, there is a threshold when one reconciles the different dimensions constructed into a unified being within a single perception, or eternity in front of us-- When this is more understood, it is not that there is an other side; but that that there are many perspectives within this one side--

Given that, she is in a sense to us a spirit; but also incarnated elsewhere, but also here-- In that she is not identifiable as a single form in front of me-- We identify ourselves with our bodies and such, but she can appear as one body, than suddenly be an object, then suddenly be a scattered array of atoms, and as such the constant factor of her is different in forms, but can be identified by intent and qualities--

That being said, as she stabilizes, she is capable of incarnating as many identities as she wishes within any person whom she desires as a vessel; and this person will simply experience it as a waking up themselves; that is, though it might from one angle appear to be control, it will from another angle or the perception of her vessel simply be a waking up-- This has already begun, though I can barely believe it; but its happening in a manner I can't deny--

[SaturninePluto]

pearlswan,

Wishing you many blessings and light and love,

I do not find your TF beliefs to be crazy in the least. Your story actually really hits home for me, and of course I can not begin to go into detail how, but know your post has helped me with my own life realizations if a bit.

I have heard so many experiences from real life people, in the world around me that it would be rude disrespectful and downright impossible for me or anyone else really to tell you that your beliefs aren't so.

You know what is true. You know what is true for you. You know in your heart, and that is what is important.

Please know I personally (and there are many others here) do not think in the slightest that you are crazy or that your beliefs are false.

Many blessings.

[pearlswan]

Originally Posted by SaturninePluto

pearlswan,

Wishing you many blessings and light and love,

I do not find your TF beliefs to be crazy in the least. Your story actually really hits home for me, and of course I can not begin to go into detail how, but know your post has helped me with my own life realizations if a bit.

I have heard so many experiences from real life people, in the world around me that it would be rude disrespectful and downright impossible for me or anyone else really to tell you that your beliefs aren't so.

You know what is true. You know what is true for you. You know in your heart, and that is what is important.

Please know I personally (and there are many others here) do not think in the slightest that you are crazy or that your beliefs are false.

Many blessings.

Thank you so so much Saturnine.

Your words really calmed me. I seriously didn't expect all these good responses and understandings from others. I really thought that what I'm experiencing is so out of this world and that I might as well be the only one.

I do know for sure that in many cases, your TF isn't born in the same time as you, and they act as your guide from the other side. I do know many cases when two TFs born in the same time but they're separated overseas. But... mine is like... we were born as in "flesh" at the same time, but we're separated not only by overseas but literally different world and dimension. Which is crazy really.

I bet that people might think I meant entity by ghost or soul, right? Because that's what usually they would think. So that's why I tried my best to state in my story post that nope, he is a different entity/being (whatever you call it) that has his own flesh and bone. It's just that he's from another dimension. The cool thing is that luckily he can move to my place, that's why we're together as in this same world now. Of course it's not like people can see him, but he's as real as you and me. As any human beings. As any living beings that can get hurt and bleed.

Though again, I just seriously wished to be able to talk or get some more comfort at least from the people that have been there with me. Through all of it, from the beginning. Sadly, I'm not with them anymore. It was my choice. But it's still hard, when no one really knows what you're dealing with and when you tell them, it's kinda hard for them to really 'get' it, ya know? lol

[pearlswan]

Originally Posted by firstandlast

Yes mine is from the "other side"; 4 years going now, she just finally started incarnating on this planet in a stabilized fashion-- It's a wild ride--

Oh wow, it's interesting to know other people than myself experience this too! Do you mean the other side as in a soul/ghost, or a literaly entity from another world/dimension? If it's too personal, that's totally okay with you!

[firstandlast]

Originally Posted by pearlswan

Oh wow, it's interesting to know other people than myself experience this too! Do you mean the other side as in a soul/ghost, or a literaly entity from another world/dimension? If it's too personal, that's totally okay with you!

Can't really be considered one or the other. =) simultaneously both and neither--