Wondering..

Just wondering here..

Please forgive me as I'm really new to all this..

My fiancee died some time ago. Is there any chance that if I learn to see auras, and he's with me somehow, would his energy/aura be at all visible? It's been years, and I still really miss him, and am still very angry. Sometimes I feel he's with me, and I talk to and write to him. But I long for something more tangible that just wishful/hopefull thinking. I ask/invite him often to show himself to me, or talk to me, or welcome him in whatever way he is able. A few days after he passed (years ago) I did have a very strong dream of him, where I feel I "found" him, but I havn't had that experience since. Is there anyway to help me find him again? Would a deceased loved one's aura ever be visible? Has anyone on here with skill in this area be able to comment on if they've ever seen or heard of such a thing?

Thanks.