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Originally Posted by Astral Fool
One other thing to add- Its kinda strange to be the one reaching out for help. I've been helping people overcome sleep paralysis for a few years now. Also because of how much I have read about it, I've been helping people with learning astral projection. Even though my own experiences are somewhat limited.
Progress in meditation and astral projection has been very slow going. But I always seemed to me moving forward, so I figured patients would be the key. Now that Im moving backwards though, I figured maybe I should reach out for help myself.
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Hello,
You can't move backwards, either forward or static,you may be in a state similar to hibernation, spiritual though, not physical.
Maybe God decided to let you wander in the wilderness for a little,testing your faith.
I know what happens when you stray from the path,and I have had 3 years to think about it,and again out in the wilderness for the next 33 years brother,so a total of 64 years on earth and have spent over half ( 36 yrs ) flung like a rag doll,my only offence was not realising what Gods plan was for me, I was right on that precipice,and I failed I'm sure.
This is nothing I did physically, it was my spiritual path,I thought my life was going backwards, I just could not get ahead brother,I was still me ,still Billyboy, but I was hollow inside,an empty vessel.
I still have my abilities, I still say my prayers if someone is sick,I know God loves me,he watches over me when I sleep,he knows that I know he is there,l get little signals,and I don't really meditate,every time I go to bed and close my eyes I have a light turned on in my head.
I see the cool white glow through my closed eyelids,if I open my eyes quickly the room is black as coal, I close my eyelids and the light rises like the sun,I can still see it and feel it,I not only see purple in front of me, but if I am focused it turns into a flower with a tiny lady dancing in the flower centre,she wears a sari.its indigo!
I can see that every night if I choose,a week ago there were six tiny ladies in a row dancing, they all come together as one,in the centre of the flower.
But that light,wow,its like a liquid white glow spreading all over my forehead,,I'm getting lost in this post sorry.
It always blows me away the light and the lady.
Kind Regards Billy…