I want to continue making changes in my life to become a better person.
It is all because of you.
I wish so much you were here.
I understand now, how you were my twin~~And what hurt me was what I had inside of myself~~~~~~
I couldn't love you in the way that I wanted to when you were here~~~~ I yearn for another chance~~~~~
I had a dream last week that you came to me through a medium and kissed my hand. I really felt your lips on my hand~~~~~You looked just like you did when I first saw you in 2005. Remember I said you looked like Robert Smith???
I love you so much Matt~~~~Please remember me~~~~~~