Do I have an entity attached?

[Sarahpro]

What happened was...back in April: sudden thoughts that I needed to die to be with my guru. Felt like something was controlling me when i made a suicide attempt
Presence of burning hatred in my heart post attempt
Went to get tested for concussion and felt I was being controlled when I was being tested
Constant persistent fear
Sudden thoughts of fallen angels
Sudden Evil and sexual thoughts
Suicidal thoughts
The fact that my crown is completely open...means something could have snuck in
Low mood all the time
Change in personality- from outgoing to despondent
Can’t feel love anymore
Suddenly dependent on others for energy

Signs that it might not be:
A wise nun told me it’s not
A healer told me she couldn’t find any entities
My cats still hang out with me and my parents still love me and spend time with me lol

Hey sounds like me :)

In any case, I've had some progress focusing on the energy centers. As they get more energized, through focus and attention, your energetic level rises and the thoughts become more "noble". However, as I have pointed out in a previous thread, feelings or energies that are justice related are a lot harder to manage than others like say past mistakes. My solution so far is to manifest, or define, various judgements.