Emergency! Under psychic attack / being fed on right now

[engellstein]

Don't forget: what you resist persists! The answer to trolls and entities is vibration. The fact that they are present helps you identify a chink in your armor. In a way, then, they are a blessing asking you to better yourself. If we don't get the message then we suffer more than we need to.

[Shivani Devi]

Originally Posted by engellstein

Don't forget: what you resist persists! The answer to trolls and entities is vibration. The fact that they are present helps you identify a chink in your armor. In a way, then, they are a blessing asking you to better yourself. If we don't get the message then we suffer more than we need to.

Yes, it persisted and I just kept on ignoring it and telling it off...and it kept on persisting and I kept on doing the same ad nauseum, until one day I woke up and found I was all alone in the world without a single person who really cared or who is prepared to give me any time of day whatsoever.

So, I started communicating with my dog...

Then I bought a Spirit Box because I couldn't communicate with the living, so I may as well try and converse with dead people and see if that made any difference.

Now, I can do neither, so the only 'out' for me in this case is Vipassana Meditation and see if God will still talk to me...surely he hasn't forgotten about me...surely...

...and that's exactly where I am at the present time....and what Saturn retrograde in Pisces in the Third House does. *sigh*

[Shivani Devi]

Oh dear lord!

I was just web surfing and I caught a huge wave which led me onto an island of pure peace and understanding!

According to my Natal Astrology chart, I have 6 planets in Retrograde.

After getting somebody to finally do my Natal Chart because they always gave me my money back with a terrified look...shaking their heads...going 'sorry, I can't do this, you're going to have to leave...now', I discovered why this was...and I was just reminded of it by this article:

http://www.pathwaytoascension.com/as...y/lesson5.html

[ascension21]

Originally Posted by Courtesyofmind

These individuals cause emotions and violent thoughts that Im trying to fight.

I've never experienced such attacks but I assume it's just another way in which the darkness will try to pull us down, to lower the vibration of those who have a strong light. My advice is not to engage with them, ignore them, they thrive on negativity and making others feel miserable. Your core is love, know that and emanate it from your being. Love surpasses fear, it is the core of creation

[Serenity69]

Originally Posted by Courtesyofmind

Could there be excess energy in the chakra? Would the symptoms feel like your hair being moved my static? I want to rule out a possibility. Earlier I asked for a beam of pure source energy into my crown chakra to help replenish my shields. But I Stated to have the beam stopped a while ago.. Would this cause my whole body heating up and feeling like tendrils were poking me all over and moving my hair and scalp around like static from a balloon?

Yesterday I felt my hair was moved by static

This was my mum visiting me

[ascension21]

Originally Posted by The Necromancer

it seems I am slowly getting 'back to normal'...whatever 'normal' was for me.

Thanks for sharing your story.

Exactly, whatever normal was, I just want it back, I feel like I'm dreaming all the time, not really here. Then actual dreams are like background noise when they take place, it really sucks.

Thanks for your concern, yes they are pests, like we are to them. People like us who have awareness and a high vibration will greatly hinder their efforts. Now I'm only more determined to begin to jeopardize their plans.

So it sounds like you don't have many to communicate with. I'm sure you've learnt now not to discuss the non-physical with the strongly physically orientated. Your guides and angels is they are of love should be back now. Keep doing what you feel is best for yourself, that is to be the best person you can be. You don't have to make big changes like going on a vegetarian diet for your spirit team to value you more. As long as they feel that you respect yourself and them, they'll be there for you.

Steer clear of spirit boxes and the like, you don't need any more spirits that don't have your best intentions. I've been there with ouija board, I got my spirits removed remotely, although I feel there is 1 that comes back sometimes. I wish I could hear my angels and guides, I'm still learning

[Shivani Devi]

Originally Posted by ascension21

Exactly, whatever normal was, I just want it back, I feel like I'm dreaming all the time, not really here. Then actual dreams are like background noise when they take place, it really sucks.

Thanks for your concern, yes they are pests, like we are to them. People like us who have awareness and a high vibration will greatly hinder their efforts. Now I'm only more determined to begin to jeopardize their plans.

So it sounds like you don't have many to communicate with. I'm sure you've learnt now not to discuss the non-physical with the strongly physically orientated. Your guides and angels is they are of love should be back now. Keep doing what you feel is best for yourself, that is to be the best person you can be. You don't have to make big changes like going on a vegetarian diet for your spirit team to value you more. As long as they feel that you respect yourself and them, they'll be there for you.

Steer clear of spirit boxes and the like, you don't need any more spirits that don't have your best intentions. I've been there with ouija board, I got my spirits removed remotely, although I feel there is 1 that comes back sometimes. I wish I could hear my angels and guides, I'm still learning

Thank you so much. I don't know if I am ready to get rid of the Spirit Box though (I'll just stop expecting anybody else can hear anything through it or acknowledge it as a genuine piece of ITC research equipment).

It's the Spirit Box which made me aware of and developed my gift (which is still developing).

The Spirit Box is the only way I can hear two of my guides (and they are not malicious or evil because they have never said a bad word or told me to do anything bad- they are full of love and kindness).

It's not the actual box that's the problem, but getting others to accept the sessions as 'proof of the paranormal' was, when I don't need it because I have other things more valuable to prove they exist for me.

Still, it's nice for me to be able to 'hear things outside my own mind' and be able to record it for future reference...even if I am the only one that's going to be hearing and referencing it.

The Spirit Box hasn't created a 'demon portal'...that already existed before and the Box was my immediate connection to 'the good guys'.

I still use it from time to time just for my own verification and because it's nice to hear the words audibly.

However, I will learn to protect myself better when using it and find the Hindu equivalent of Archangel Michael or Jesus.

I just can't drop the box and I don't see why I should. What happened with me was pretty much the result of karma.

I haven't learned how to discuss the non-physical with the strongly physically orientated, so I just don't bother - much easier that way.

The reason why I don't talk much and cannot communicate with people is because I have absolutely nothing in common with them. I live in this world, but I am not of this world...even though a gardening or photography group etc would fill in some time.

On another thread, it was suggested I try joining a paranormal group or starting my own...I still have to learn how to communicate with other people first though, because I was born without any skills to do so and I could never learn how - despite CBT therapists and communication specialists all trying their best to teach me (I'm autistic).

I am far from being neurotypical - my brain is just wired totally different from 'normal people' and it makes it very difficult for me to understand them or relate to them in any way whatsoever, so for the past 20 years, I just haven't tried anymore. I only speak to my mother and my doctor (and the spirits through the Spirit Box).

So, in a way the box is therapeutic for me, but I will not throw it away, I'll just rely on it less, until a stronger, more permanent link is established and then I'll review the 'box situation' again. Thank you so much.

[Shivani Devi]

For now, there are 'spiritual experiences' I've had that I am totally terrified to discuss for fear of negative reprisal and ostracisation leading to self-sabotage/harm...so I need to spend more time in the 'spirit world' and a lot less time in the 'real world'. It's getting to the point where the 'dead' understand me more than 'the living' and their dimension is my real dimension...my real home, so I'm going to put my full focus and awareness there for a while and totally switch off from this plane for a while. Cyas in a bit.