Namaskar my fellow Spiritual Folks,
I have come in search of those whom may have had a similar experience. Forgive the topic, I have cleared it with staff
I recently after evading it for years, contacted Covid. Before I knew what it was (or even had symptoms), it felt as if there was another "entity" within me... dark, angry, twisted.... very much not me!
It was three days later when the test came back positive that I knew what the illness was.
It was like a disembodied consciousness that was not quite aware of me as I was of it. I was unable to meditate during the infection and had to conciously fight vicious mood swings.
Now that I am recovering, the "entity" feeling is gone.
My brother had heard of similar experiences, but I can't find any online as any and all Covid related info is severely controlled.
Which is why I sought a sensible forum to join and ask for other's experience, if they have had any sensations like this?
I have had viruses before and even life-threatening illnesses, but this was a first for me
Currently I am a seeker (hence the user name). I simply proceed on a journey that "feels right" and have travelled many roads. A very solitary (surprisingly still married, a testament to her awakend spiritual strength), introverted 50-something Candian fellow who does not get along well with other humans, so forgive my shortcomings. I do several breaths-of-presence before replying
Those that have assisted me to where I am include Eckhart Tolle, Chad Foreman, Thich Nhat Hanh, Sadhguru, Nanak Naam and a remarkable karmic catalyst that I won't name that compressed about 15 years of experience into less than two years.
When The Universe said to me at the beginning, "Hang on tight!", that was the understatement of my life!
Thank Your for Allowing My Presence
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