HI EVERYONE,
I BEEN READING SO MUCH ABOUT PUTTING THE BLAME ON SPIRIT AND GOD (FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN GOD) FOR THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN OUR EVERY DAY LIVES.
WE ARE HERE TO EXPERIENCE EVERY ASPECT OF LIFE NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE, THERE IS NO PUNISHMENT FOR EXPERIENCING WHAT WE HAVE CHOSEN IN THE WAY OF LEARNING AND HOW WE HAVE CHOSEN TO LEARN FROM THE EXPERIENCES WE HAVE AS INDIVIDUALS, FOR THE GROWTH OF OURSELVES AND FOR THE GROWTH OF OUR SOULS.
WE ARE ALWAYS LOVED AND GUIDED REGARDLESS OF WHAT WE EXPERIENCE, WE NEED TO LOOK WITHIN OURSELVES BEFORE BLAMING OTHERS OR ANOTHER AS TO WHAT WE NEED TO CHANGE ABOUT OURSELVES OR TAKE RESPONSABILITY FOR THAT KEEPS US IN A STAGNANT ENERGY AND PREVENTS US FROM MOVING FORWARD.
WE ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO CAN MOVE FORWARD IN LIFE, IF WE CHOOSE TO DO SO, NO ONE ELSE CAN DO THAT FOR US.
OTHERS CAN HELP US, LISTEN TO US, GIVE US COMFORT AND GOOD ADVISE BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WE ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT CAN HELP OURSELVES TO GET PAST CERTAIN ISSUES THAT WE FEEL WE ARE BEING PUNISHED FOR OR HAVE BEEN PUNISHED FOR.
WE PUNISH OURSELVES BY BELIEVING WE ARENT WORTHY OF ANYTHING DIFFERENT IN LIFE, SO WE WILL KEEP REPEATING THAT PATTERN AND ATTRACTING THAT ENERGY INTO OUR LIVES, UNTIL WE MAKE THE NECESSARY CHANGES ABOUT OUR SELVES, OUR BELIEF PATTERNS AND EXCEPT WHAT HAPPENS IN OUR LIVES THAT IS HARD TO DEAL WITH ISNT PUNISHMENT FROM GOD, SPIRIT OR ANYTHING ELSE IT IS JUST LIFE ITSELF AND WHAT WE HAVE CHOSEN TO LEARN FROM AND GROW FROM IN THIS LIFE TIME.
AT THE TIME WE ARE GOING THROUGH A VERY TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE IN OUR LIVES, WE CANT SEE ANYTHING PAST THAT ISSUE, SO WE BLOCK OFF ANY LOGICAL THINKING OR CLEAR THINKING AND START BLAMING ANYONE OR ANYTHING FOR OUR PAIN.
WE EXPERIENCE CERTAIN THINGS FOR OUR SPIRITUAL GROWTH YES, BUT WE ARENT BEING PUNISHED FOR EXPERIENCING THAT, IT IS ALL A BIGGER PLAN FOR OUR SPIRITUAL PATH AND HELPING OTHERS THAT HAVE EXPERIENCED CERTAIN ISSUES THAT HAVE BEEN VERY TRAUMATIC AND EMOTIONAL THAT WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH OURSELVES.
WITHOUT THE EXPERIENCES SOME OF US HAVE, AND WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT AS INDIVIDUALS TO WHAT AND HOW WE EXPERIENCE CERTAIN THINGS, WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND OR BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND HOW TO HELP OTHERS THROUGH THEIR PAIN IF WE HAVENT FELT AND HAD EMOTIONAL PAIN AND TRAUMAS IN OUR LIVES,ESPICIALLY IF WE HAVE CHOSEN AND BEEN CHOSEN TO BE SPIRITUAL WORKERS IN GODS SERVICE.
NOT ONE SOUL ON THIS EARTH PLANE GOES WITHOUT PAIN, ILLNESS, GRIEF, MENTAL TRAUMA, MENTAL ILLNESS, EMOTIONAL PAIN AND WHATEVER WE NEED TO FEEL AND EXPERIENCE AS PART OF OUR PHYSICAL EARTH PLANE JOURNEY HERE.
FORGIVENESS AND EXCEPTANCE PLAYS A BIG PART OF US ALLOWING OURSELVES TO MOVE ON FROM SOME VERY PAINFULL ISSUES AND EXPERIENCES WE HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH AND STRUGGLE WITH SOMETIMES EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVES.
WE ARE HERE TO LEARN EVERY ASPECT OF LIFE, AND THAT TAKES MANY LIFETIMES, AS WE ARE MANY DIFFERENT RACES, AND BOTH MALE AND FEMALE IN OUR LIFETIMES ON THIS EARTH PLANE.
EVERY LESSON IS PERFECT FOR US FOR OUR HIGHER SELF AND GROWTH OF OUR SOUL HERE, ALTHOUGH WHAT WE GO THROUGH AND EXPERIENCE AT ANY GIVEN TIME DOESNT TO US SEEM FAIR OR RIGHT TO US WHEN IT IS VERY EMOTIONAL OR TRAUMATIC, NEVER THE LESS IF WE CAN SEE THAT EXPERIENCE AS WHAT WE CHOSE TO LEARN FROM AND EXCEPT THAT, WE WILL FREE OURSELVES UP FROM ALOT OF PERSONAL PAIN AND SELF INFLICTED NEGATIVE ENERGY ABOUT SPIRIT AND GOD PUNISHING US.
THIS DOESNT HAPPEN OVER NIGHT BUT IT DOES HAPPEN FINALLY YOU CAN SEE AND ARE SHOWN WHY CERTAIN THINGS HAVE HAD TO BE AS THEY HAVE, THEN YOU ARE SHOWN YOU HAVE NOT BEEN PUNISHED IN ANY WAY AND THEN YOU HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF LIFE, YOURSELF AND YOUR TRUE PURPOSE HERE.
WE CAN KEEP OURSELVES IMPRISONED IN FALSE BELIEFES OF SO MANY THINGS, OR WE CAN START TO CHANGE ANY PATTERN ABOUT OURSELVES, OUR BELIEFS, AND OUR LIVES AROUND FOR THE BETTER AND BE HONEST TO OURSELVES AS TO WHAT WE REALLY DO NEED TO DO FOR OURSELVES THAT WILL HELP US MOVE INTO A BETTER ENERGY AND INTO A MORE POSITIVE FUTURE AND STOP BLAMING OTHERS FOR WHAT WE NEED PUT RIGHT OURSLEVES.
IF WE HAVE CHOSEN, AND HAVE BEEN CHOSEN FOR A SPIRITUAL PATH (IT WORKS BOTH WAYS IN CHOOSING THAT PATH) THEN WHAT WE EXPERIENCE HERE ON THE PHYSICAL EARTH PLANE IS PART OF THAT CHOOSING SO WE DO GAIN THE WISDOM WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO BECOME A LIGHTWORKER OR SPIRITUAL HELPER OF OTHERS IN GODS SERVICE.
WE NEED TO TRUST AND BELIEVE IN OUR HEARTS THAT WE ARE SO LOVED AND GUIDED HERE, REGARDLESS OF OUR EARTH PLANE EXPERIENCES, IT IS OUR HIGHER SELF THAT LEARNS FROM LIFE (IF WE CHOOSE TO LEARN IT IS ALWAYS OUR CHOICE) AND WE NEED TO ENJOY ALSO THE WONDERFUL GIFTS THAT ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH PLANE TO CELEBRATE AND GIVE THANKS FOR EMBRACE ALL THINGS EVEN OUR LESSONS, AND YOU WILL FIND IT ALL EVENS ITSELF OUT IN LIFE AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND YOUR JOURNEY AND YOUR TRUE PURPOSE HERE.
I CHOSE MY SPIRITUAL PATH (AND WAS CHOSEN TO DO GODS WORK)
IT HAS TAKEN ME ALOT OF YEARS MOST OF MY LIFE TIME TO LEARN AND UNDERSTAND WHY CERTAIN THINGS HAVE HAPPENED IN MY LIFE THAT I THOUGHT WERE VERY UNFAIR, PAINFULL AND EMOTIONALLY HARD FOR ME TO DEAL WITH.
THAT IS WHY WHEN I READ ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND SEE THE BLAME PUT ONTO SPIRIT AND GOD, I UNDERSTAND COMPLETLY I WAS THAT PERSON MYSELF I CURSED AND BLAMED GOD AND SPIRIT FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE, AND I TURNED MY BACK ON GOD WHEN I LOST MY SON AT THE AGE OF 19. I CURSED HIM AND BLAMED HIM FOR THAT.
I DIDNT KNOW AT THAT TIME, THIS WAS THE BEGINING OF MY SPIRITUAL PATH, UNTIL I WENT TO SEE A VERY WISE OLD ENGLISH MEDIUM, SHE BROUGHT THROUGH MY SON, AND SHE TOLD ME WHEN YOUR GRIEF BECOMES LIGHTER YOU TOO WILL BE DOING THIS WORK I AM DOING, AND YOUR SON IN SPIRIT WILL BE YOUR SPIRITUAL HELPER, BUT YOU WILL NOT SEE THIS NOW, YOU WILL HAVE ALOT OF HEALING TO DO FIRST AND ALOT OF LEARNING TO DO SOME OF WHICH IS GOING TO BE VERY HARD AND EMOTIONAL FOR YOU TO DEAL WITH
SHE EXPLAINED TO ME THAT SHE LOST 2 DAUGHTERS AT A YOUNG AGE, AND SHE TOO THOUGHT SHE WAS BEING PUNISHED, UNTIL HER SPIRITUAL PATH OPENED UP AND SHE SAID HER WORK WAS TO HELP OTHERS THAT HAVE GONE THROUGH GRIEF, AND WHAT SHE EXPERIENCED AND THE PAIN FROM THAT EXPERIENCE WAS WHAT SHE HAD CHOSEN FOR HER EXPERIENCE OF KNOWING THAT PAIN OF LOSING A CHILD SO SHE COULD UNDERSTAND AND FEEL OTHERS GRIEF AND WITHOUT THAT EXPERIENCE SHE COULDNT KNOW HOW A MOTHER OR FATHER FELT WHEN THEY HAVE LOST A CHILD.
(.BOY WAS SHE RIGHT I WAS GRIEVING, ANGRY, I DIDNT BELIEVE IN GOD ANY MORE I HAD SO MANY ISSUES TO DEAL WITH, I DIDNT WANT TO BE HERE WITHOUT MY SON I DIDNT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING I JUST WANTED TO BE WITH MY SON IN SPIRIT BECAUSE I COULDNT HANDLE THE PAIN HERE ON THE EARTH PLANE IT WAS JUST TOO HARD.)
IT SEEMED LIKE I WAS IN THIS BIG BLACK HOLE AND SINKING FURTHER AND FURTHER INTO IT BUT I COULD TAKE A HANDFULL OF SLEEPING TABLETS AND ESCAPE IT ALL UNTIL UNFORTUNATLY I WOKE UP, I WAS ADDICTED TO SLEEPING PILLS TO ESCAPE, I WAS TAKING A MONTHS SUPPLY IN A WEEK PUTTING MYSELF TO SLEEP WHEN EVER I COULD TO ESCAPE.
WHEN I WAS CLOSE TO SUICICIDE, AND HAD SAVED UP ENOUGH PILLS TO TAKE ME OUT OF THIS HELL I WAS LIVING, THE ONLY THING THAT GAVE ME A KICK UP THE BACKSIDE WAS MY DAUGHTER AND THEN ONE GRANDSON, I THOUGHT HOW SELFISH IT WOULD OF ME IF LEFT HER ON HER OWN WITH NO MUM TO BE THERE FOR HER TO TURN TO AND FOR MY GRANDSON NOT TO HAVE A NANNA I SUPPOSE THAT IS WHEN I WAS PULLED OUT OF MY BLACK HOLE AND I WAS MADE TO FACE REALITY AND STOPPED PITYING MYSELF ENOUGH TO GET HELP WITH MY ADDICTION, AND TAKE EACH DAY OR HALF A DAY THE BEST WAY I KNEW HOW TO GET THROUGH TO ANOTHER DAY.
YEARS PASSED, YOU NEVER GET OVER LOSING A CHILD BUT YOU DO HAVE TO EXCEPT IT AND GET ON WITH LIFE THE BEST WAY YOU CAN, YOUR GRIEF DOES BECOME LIGHTER, BUT THE PAIN ALWAYS STAYS WITH YOU.
I HAD MANY YEARS OF LEARNING LESSONS AND HARD ONES ABOUT MYSELF, LIFE OTHERS AND TO TAKE RESPONSABILITY FOR MY CHOICES AND ACTIONS THAT AT TIMES CREATED STUFF THAT CAME BACK AND KICKED ME IN THE BUTT, AND FROM BEING TOO KIND AS WELL I THOUGHT HOW COULD BEING KIND TO SOMEONE COME BACK AND KICK ME IN BUTT WHAT ABOUT THEM?
THE HARDER THE LESSON THE MORE I LEARNT ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW OTHERS WILL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS, BUT THEY WERE VALUABLE LESSONS AND TAUGHT ME TO SPEAK MY TRUTH, STAND IN MY TRUTH, AND THAT ITS ALRIGHT TO BE MYSELF AS I NEED TO BE FOR MYSELF.
EVERY TIME I WOULD FALL IN A HEAP I BLAMED SPIRIT, GOD AND EVERY ONE ELSE, I WAS ANGRY FOR ALOT OF YEARS BUT I DID GET UP FROM EACH TIME I WOULD GO DOWN AND I WAS DETERMINED NOT TO LET ANYONE GET THE BETTER OF ME. I THINK MY ANGER AND DETERMINATION SAVED ME MANY TIMES, WHEN I GOT OVER MY ANGER AND AFTER SOME TIME HAS PAST I COULD SEE ALOT OF MY PAIN WAS CREATED BY MYSELF TO MYSELF.
YEARS LATER ALL MY LESSONS STARTED TO MAKE SENSE TO ME AND I COULD SEE WHY I NEEDED SUCH HARD LESSONS NOT ONLY TO TOUGHEN UP MYSELF AND LIVE TO MY OWN TRUTH OF MYSELF BUT SPIRITUALY I WAS GROWING AND PROGRESSING WITH MY TRUE PURPOSE HERE, I MET LIKE MINDED PEOPLE ALONG MY PATH WHO WERE LIKE TEACHERS TO ME AND WHO HELPED ME TO UNDERSTAND MORE OF MY PURPOSE, AND ALSO WHEN I HAD A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF SPIRIT GUIDES I LEARNT TO TRUST THEM COMPLETLY AND TRUSTED WHAT THEY GAVE ME WAS SOLID , THE TRUTH AND WAS MY GUIDANCE, AND THEY WERE MY SPIRITUAL CONNECTION WITH MY WORK AND THEY WERE MY BEST FRIENDS THEY DIDNT JUDGE ME OR INTERFERE WITH MY FREE WILL AND CHOICE.
YEARS YET FURTHER DOWN THE TRACK I EXCEPT EVERYTHING AS BEING NECESSARY FOR ME TO LEARN FROM FOR THE PATH AND PURPOSE I CHOSE AND WAS CHOSEN FOR.
NOW I AM DOING WHAT THAT LOVELY OLD ENGLISH MEDIUM TOLD ME I WOULD BE DOING, HELPING OTHERS THROUGH GRIEF AND CONNECTING THEM TO THEIR LOVED ONES, MY PAST PAIN OF ALL THE HARD LESSONS THAT GAVE ME SO MUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN HAVE GONE NOW , I KNOW I AM LOOKED AFTER AND LOVED I HAVE SAID A BIG SORRY TO GOD AND MY SPIRIT GUIDES FOR ABUSING THEM SO MANY TIMES AND BLAMING THEM FOR MY EARTHLY LIFE HERE AND THE CHOICES I MADE AND THE ACTIONS THAT CREATED A REACTION IN MY LIFE THAT WERE MY RESPONSABILITY AND PUT THINGS RIGHT WITH THEM AND ME , I KNOW GOD HAS GOT A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOUR HE MUST HAVE TO TAKE ALL THE ABUSE I GAVE HIM THAT DIDNT BELONG TO HIM
I NOW AM AT PEACE WITH IN MYSELF AND WITH WHAT I HAVE CHOSEN, MY SPIRITUAL PATH IS A VERY REWARDING ONE, YES IT HAS BEEN A HARD PATH BUT ONE I WOULDNT CHANGE KNOWING WHAT I KNOW NOW.
MY SON IS MY SPIRITUAL HELPER, I FEEL HIS LOVE AND PRESENCE WITH ME WHEN I DO A READING, HEALING OR HELP ANOTHER SOUL THROUGH GRIEF AND IT GIVES ME ALOT OF COMFORT KNOWING I STILL HAVE HIM NEAR ME UNTIL I AM ABLE TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN HOLD HIM, SEE HIS LAUGHING EYES AGAIN AND HEAR HIM SAY HI MUM LUV YA LIKE HE USED TO AND GIVE ME A BIG KISS, (HE USE TO PICK ME UP HE WAS VERY STRONG AND GIVE ME A KISS) I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT AGAIN.
PLEASE TRUST IN YOUR HEART THAT OUR LIVES WILL BE ONE OF MANY LESSONS, BUT ONE OF LOVE, HAPPINESS AND JOY TOO BUT MOST OF ALL WE ARE NEVER PUNISHED HERE WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENS IN OUR LIVES THAT IS HARD FOR US TO DEAL WITH EMOTIONALLY OR ON ANY LEVEL.
EVERYTHING PASSES IN TIME WE NEED TO HELP OURSELVES TO AT TIMES AS I HAVE FOUND OUT IT TAKES ALOT OF STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO DO THAT BUT IF YOU ARE WILLING TO PUT THE EFFORT IN YOU WILL SET YOURSELF FREE FROM MANY FALSE BELIEFS ABOUT YOURSELF AND WE ARE ALWAYS BEING HELPED ALONG OUR WAY EVEN AT TIMES WHEN WE FEEL OR BELIEVE WE ARE ON OUR OWN.
WE ARE ALL THE MOST BELOVED AND PRECIOUS CHILDREN OF GOD.
LOVE AND LIGHT SHAYA
LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL.
LIFE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN WE THINK IT IS.
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